chapter 9

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Oh god! It was so hard to approach Takeru like that. Yes I was intimidated by him because he was just, well there is no other word for it, brilliant. He was so good at everything he did. Be it sketching, reciting, handling people and every other thing.

Sometimes I looked up to him for being so confident. He was really confident....and what was I?

So tomorrow we will have a group discussion. Sounds fine by me but I really hope that I put forward my opinions (something which I was not so good at). Even if people don't actually apply my ideas, I need to say them. I have been working on personality development but I have reached nowhere. I was a grade A student but not an extrovert. People sometimes call me antisocial, arrogant but I couldn't help it. I wasn't really antisocial. I just happen to like spending time alone.

I know starting a high school is a new phase in every person's life, but I literally felt out of place here, I think I am a misfit and I don't know why. Will this feeling ever cease? The feeling of comfort hasn't sunk in yet. I wonder if it will ever be there. When I think about the people I have had in my life in the past it seems like a far fetched dream.

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