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******AYANE ******
I feel so guilty. I don't know if I should be. I haven't broken Takeru's heart. I would have broken it when I wasn't able to love him after being together; if that could happen. But I feel so bad. It's like now I am carrying a different monologue....again.
I tried to divert myself from all this mess by mingling with my classmates more (as usual); especially Nana, Misa and Nanami. Nana wasn't just a classmate for me. She was a really special friend. I couldnt say the same for the other two though. Sometimes even Rinko san was nice to me but I usually saw through it all. It's just better to stay away from her.
The feelings that I had started developing for Him, have subsided a lot and I am grateful. There's just no place in my life for a lovely emotion like this. Neither I want it nor I deserve it.
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Today in class something really painful happened with me. As winter vacations will start in three days, me and Nana were decorating our class' bulletin board along with the other girls. The board looked pretty good but still something was missing. I just couldn't catch that.
'Umm. This looks good. But do you think there should be something else too. ?' I asked, confused. I just really couldn't put it into words.
'No. I don't think so.' Nana answered.
'Well then.' I sighed. 'Good job everyone. It makes me happy looking at the board. We finished it.'
'No you are lying. You aren't happy. So why do u pretend?'
I felt someone speaking these words quite close to me. I turned and saw Takeru standing there with Ibuki kun. (All others went back to their seats. It was just us four )
'Sorry. What do u mean?' I asked. I felt like I was being confronted. But what for?
'Why are you lying?' Takeru said. 'You are not happy at all.' He said it casually. Not even once raising his voice. Like he was tired. And continued looking at the board.
LYING......LYING........
These words. I hate these words.
'Why are u saying this?' I asked trying to keep cool but I was getting lost....lost in a distant memory.
'Because your eyes.....your smile is hollow and yet you pretend to be happy. What do you think, people don't notice?' He again said all this in his casual tone. My heart was beating really fast. Because maybe eveything he said was true....afterall.
YOU ARE A LITTLE LIER.......WHO WOULD BELIEVE YOU.....AND WHY SHOULD THEY BELIEVE YOU.....WHAT PROOF YOU HAVE? YOU ARE LYING.
These words were ringing in my ears and I couldn't take it anymore.
'You know what' I faced him, trying hard not to shed any drops in front of them all '....you should just let people be.....and mind your own business.'
And the bell rang for dispersal; I hastily kept my belongings inside my bag and stormed down the corridor, feeling hot drops on my cheeks.
I COULDNT TAKE IT.......
I AM SORRY.
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