chapter 11

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*******AYANE******

Today Takeru gave the presentation in the class and he looked amazing. I loved watching him standing there. His voice was steady and soothing. I couldn't help but listen. I don't know what was happening to me but I actually liked talking to him. He was so funny that whenever I was with him I forgot everything else and I laughed for real in a really long time. I actually wanted to be friends with him but he was out of my reach. I felt stupid because he wouldn't want to be friends with someone who was not outspoken.

Nana and I made some friends. Misa and Nanami were close to us. I liked spending time with them too but it always felt as if they were merely pretending. It might have happened with everyone where it just clicked. You just clicked with someone. I don't know what was going on in my mind or what was I thinking but just then Nana elbowed me.

'What?' I said.

'I wanna tell you something but promise me you won't shout.' she laughed.

'Okay' I said not sure of what was coming.

'Umm...I think...well I only think, I am not sure about it...but I guess Takeru kun likes you.'

These words left me dumbfounded. I couldn't believe what Nana said. Why would she say that. Did she see something that I didn't. Maybe...possible...but I just couldn't believe it. 

'What made you think this.' I asked smiling.

'Well I don't know, I just have a gut feeling about it.' she winked.

'Okay I think it's just a hunch. Lets drop this topic.'

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I know this was not the truth and even if it was I didn't want THIS to happen. I wanted to be friends with him. That's all. Because no matter what people you love can't be there in your life forever. I had so much inside that I couldn't tell anyone. It just won't come out and it hurt like hell. We all experience bad days...bad memories.....and the best thing to do is to just let them go....hell...I couldn't even do that. And to hurt Takeru would be the last thing I would want to do.

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