chapter 13

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*****AYANE******

It has been two weeks since the holidays have started. I am working really hard to finish all the assignments before time and my head is literally spinning. I talked to Nana a few days back and she's in Osaka for the vacations. She lightens my mood and yeah a little break from work is beneficial I guess.

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It's night and everybody is asleep. It was always the case with me. I had problems with sleep. so I sat on the loggia and stared at the sky. The breeze is chilling me but it's also soothing. I feel as if the wind is carrying a message for me that I couldn't decipher. The sky was completely black with no moon and tiny stars. It was nights like this that reminded me of the tragedy of my family.

I remember vividly. I remember how I used to sit here; the exact same spot with the person who no longer exists. I spent my childhood with her and now she isn't even here anymore. A tear rolled down my left cheek and my heart filled with the sorrow that never comes out. No matter how hard I try. I miss her. I miss my sister. She was the person who made me smile no matter what was happening in my own life: bullies, dramatic so called friends and.....well. She was the kindest person I knew and she just vanished; gone far away; leaving us all in darkness; a constant absence.

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I hated nights. They always reminded me of what I have lost. But I am used to it now. I got used to crying without letting any sound escape my mouth. That incident shattered me...completely. Not only that....there was so much more.

She is gone and she won't come back.

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