chapter 6

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***AYANE****

It's been three days since the break started and I still can't let that touch, those words and Takeru out of my head. Everytime that thought crosses my mind which is every now and then my breath goes uneven and my face feels hot. Lookin up at his e mail address lying on my desktop I feel weird..butterflies, yes that's what they are. I don't wanna feel this way but what if he is right, what if he is really different and won't hurt me. When Ibuki handed me the note I wanted to ask how long had it been going but the answer came to me almost immediately. Ibuki and Nana both had known except me. But the question remains..'what if he left me when I wouldn't want him to go?'

Should I give it a chance. I sure like him and he is a great person, an honest friend but more than that. I wouldn't know if I didn't try...I am scared and apprehensive but maybe I should just go with the flow. Okay so time to type an e mail.

'Hey Takeru
Umm...I couldn't e mail you before. I was just analysing the situation. I don't know if I will be able to reciprocate those feelings in the same way...in the same degree but....I am ready to give this a chance. You could be right about everything you said and this is the only thought in my mind right now.

But I wanna ask....will you stay or will you leave....what if u did the latter?
Reply when you are free.'

And send. I was refreshing the page thinking about what I just did and the reply came withing 5 minutes as if he had been staring at the screen like a hawk.😂. It read

'See I am not an extraordinary person. I am an ordinary guy who just happened to fall for you.....who just wants to see you happy....who just wants to let u know that you are as free in this world as anybody else.

I won't leave you because I don't have any reason to and even if I did....I won't.
So should I take it as a yes...like we going out now right....you and me...😅'

Something happened when I read his email. I felt happy....weird....but happy but there's a little voice that asks to be careful.
I typed

'Yeah then we are. 😊 Bye.'

I turned off the computer and stared at the black screen reflecting my own face. I don't know what lies ahead but I am ready to experience it all.

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