We are both an idol | [J.J.K] ✔

Chapter 4

After I said that, I don't want to go to that date. I went inside my room, lock the door. I'm just going to hurt if I said yes. I love Jeongguk! It will be a one sided love if I just said yes!

And plus we are going to have hate if we date. We just debuted a month ago for goodness sake.

TaeYeon's POV

After what SoHye just said to Jeongguk, we are all shock. I know she don't want to get hate on us. But she really have to do it because of the company's sake. It will go down

The two oldest went up to their rooms.. Making me here with Jeongguk

"I'm sorry for what SoHye Unnie told you." I stood up and bowed and kept saying sorry

"She really don't want to get hate on Aquars since we just debut. And she doesn't want some hate on you too" I said

"It's okay, I guess she isn't ready for this Arrange dating thingy." He sighed

"You can go now. Since all of them don't want to talk to you right now." I said

"SoHye just got discharge, so she is this cranky. Come back when she's ready" I smiled

He stood up and walk to the door. He bid goodbye and left

I went upstairs and went to straight to SoHye's room, I knock since it's lock. She opened up.. I let myself in

"You didn't have to say that to Jeongguk sunbae" I said and chuckle lightly

"That's because I really don't want to have hate on us. We just debut like a month ago." She has a point

"Do you like or love him?" I consciously asked..

"Yes.. I love him. But this feeling? Is useless" She cracked up.

"Im scared. What if Aquars get hates! After we announced it." I felt she was really terrified..

"They said, you two will announce that your dating in their tour. Which is like in 3 weeks." I told her..

"I know.. Thats why I kept shutting him out. I don't want to have hate on us" She kept sighing

"Dont stress yourself to much just because of this dating thingy." I said

I stood up and bid goodbye to her and went to my room..

End of TaeYeon's POV

Next Morning

SoHye's POV

I'm here at a café. I left the dorm early just to think.. I think I'm just going to approve it. Since I don't have that much choice. One sided love is hard. I'm currently wearing a pastel pink tee, jeans, padded jacket and of course a converse

"What's your order?" The cashier said politely

"Coffee and pancake.." I smiled

"Alright. I'm coming right up" She smiled

I went to a table then sat down..Of course I payed her before I went here. I heard someone speaking. Of course it's a café so you would easily heard someone speaking

"Is that SoHye of Aquars?" Someone asked

"It cant be.." A voice of a boy said.

I look over to them. They were a little bit closer than expected..

"Oh my.. It is her"I giggle at their reaction

"Hello" I wave at them

"Ca-can we ha-have a picture?" The boy stutter a little bit..

I just nod.. He take out his phone and we take a picture.

My order were served, as I was eating.. I saw MinJi. Our eyes met. She gave me a questioning look uh oh..

I finished eating, bid goodbye to the nice cashier. Then go to the agency

I went to the practice room. I open it up, saw my girls practicing.

I put down my bag and started to join them

"Why did you left early?" YooNa suddenly asked

"I just wanted to think.." I said..

"BTS are going to be here" TaeYeon said

We heard the door open, revealing BTS.. I grab a water and chugged it down..

"Let's practice" I lazily said.. They nod

BTS sat down on the chairs.. We practice non stop.

After some dancing. We finished I collapse on the ground. Not like fainted. I just like lay down..

I was trying to catch my breath.. TaeYeon throw me a water bottle, I catch it..

"That was fun" Note the sarcastic way of speaking

"Are you serious?" TaeYeon rolled her eyes..

"No." I chuckled.

"Great job girls" HoSeok exclaimed while clapping his hands non stop

"I'm going up to the roof" I said

"Why?" SeokJin ask

"Well, I'm gonna kill myself" I joked

"Dont you dare!" Jeongguk gasp

"And why do you care?" I lifted an eyebrow.

"Don't worry. She was just joking, she's not gonna do that" MinJi said and I just smiled, I excused myself and went to the roof

The fresh air brushed my hair.. So relaxing..

"Mom and Dad..I wish you were here.. To support me with what my decision is.. Being an idol is hard.. If I can turn back the time, I will surely save you guys.. But now it's just me.. And my missing brother.. But now you guys are in heaven.." I told myself..

I felt tears starting to pour.. I really miss them.. Im so jealous because of others that had their parents close to them..

"You okay?" Someone suddenly asked.. I turn around to see who it is..

..Jung HoSeok..

I wipe my tears "I'm okay.." I lightly smiled

"Why are you crying?" He walk towards me.. I was uncomfortable

"Why do you care?" I slowly stood up.

I went back to the practice room.. I left HoSeok there dumbfounded

I open the door.. Saw them chatting and being dorks.. I was lost in thoughts when someone throw me a pillow..

"Can you stop throwing things at me!" I pouted.

"Nope" She grinned at me.

"You little brat! Come here!"I started to chase her.

"Come here!" I tried to grab her shirt but failed

"Ladies, stop" Our manager spoked

Of course we stopped and bowed to him

"Hello, Manager." TaeYeon smiled and hid behind him