We are both an idol | [J.J.K] ✔

Chapter 50

Omg.. My son wants a freaking sibling?! No just no, I can't have another kid!

"Sweetheart, I'm sorry, you can't have another sibling" I saddly said,

Me and Your father isn't in great term right now. And I can't let something happen on accident, I want to make it love. Not an accident

I felt Jungkook move and put his hand around my waist.. I'm sitting on the bed crossed legs

YoonGi and NamJoon lift my son and left the two of us. Jungkook is still peacefully sleeping.. I touch his fluffly hair..

"Please don't give up on taking me back. If you love me you won't give up. I love you my muscle bunny.." I kiss his cheeks

He moved and tighten his hug around my waist like I'm his pillow

"SoHye" He mummbled on his dream

"What do I do with you? I want to be with you again but I'm too scared to be hurt again. " I was touching his hair..

He move and remove his arms that's on my waist and back faced me.. I chuckle.. I slowly stood up trying not to wake him up

They have a packed sched but right now they are on a little break. Then tomorrow they have a world tour in America. I felt bad for them

The girls too. I felt bad for them. They don't get enough sleep.. I stared at JungKook and just smile.. I went to his desk..

I saw a note book, he won't mind if I see what's inside..

I open it

'Park SoHye, the love of my life. I fucked up just because of a stupid decision. I broke up with her.. When I saw her eyes full with sadness and hurt.. I already know I fucked up.. I've been devastated because of the break up. I can't stop myself from thinking of her. Because I hurt the love of my life. I always ask myself 'why did I do that?' I always cry inside my room.. Remembering our fun memories. The way I tease her. She's a complete package. She is perfect for me.. The break up was really painful. And I know she is hurt too.. But I need to protect her.. The ARMYS are worried about me.. Because sometimes at concerts I brokedown remembering my precious gem. I regret everything and I just need her, only her. I want her back.. But I'm a coward and stayed quiet and not tell her I LOVE HER SO MUCH, I'm Jeon Jeongguk who is the golden maknae of BTS, and nothing scares me except for SoHye.. That girl really scares me.. I'm scared I will loose that girl I love.. But I fucked up and loose her..

-Jeon Jeongguk-'

After I read it.. I was so sad. He regrets it.. I flipped to the last page.. It's new

'Park SoHye, she's back and I'm getting her back. And I have a son. I wanted to have a family with her! And marry her, I bought a house in busan. Just for us. The three of us will lived there when Me and SoHye are married with our Little son Jeon SoJung.. But it's hard for me to get back together with SoHye.. She's not the SoHye I can easily get her just with my charms.. I waited for her 4 years.. I don't want to date anyone except for SoHye. I'll get her back. I love her so I'm not giving up. I'm an idiot if I give up, she's mine only and if a guy touch her or get close I might kill that guy. Call me a jealous bunny or whateves. She is mine only mine

-Jeon Jeongguk-'

What a possessive he is, I smile this guy is really something. Even though he is possessive I still love that guy

"SoHye" I quickly closed the notebook. I look at JungKook. He was already awake.. I heard my phone rang

I quickly grabbed it and answered it

"Hey alex" I stood up and went to the terrace if his room. I'm not ready to explain why I'm reading his diary or I don't know

"You picked it up in just one ring" He laugh on the other line

"You saved me from explaining to 'him'.."

"Did you snopped to his diary?" Wth how did he know?

"How did you know? You're a creep" I laugh

"Babe, I know you! You are a bad liar. I don't know why they believe such a bad lie" He laugh

"Oh shut up sweet" I laughed with him

"I didn't know you guys are so close" A voice behind me spoked sarcastically

"I gotta go..sweet.. Someone might scold me..love you" I said and end the call

I turn around to JungKook.. He is really jealous.. He eyed me up

"Get inside the room. You will explain to me everything. " He pointed at his room.. I went in.. I look at him who was behind me..

"Sit down on the bed" He commanded, i obeyed..

"Start explaining. Why did you look through my notebook kitty?" He asked

"I saw it laying there..and I can't let myself not to read it..i thought you won't mind.." I said nervously

"What did you read inside the notebook?"

"About me.." I was playing with my fingers looking down

"Look at me SoHye" I slowly look up to him.. I saw his soft looks..

"I don't mind you looking at my notebook or anything. Because I'm willing to let you look at the notebook. Just not now.. But I guess you already read it. " He said softly

"I didn't mean to read what's inside.. I was just curious what's Inside there " I pouted.. I'm being scolded by him

"I'll let it pass. But give me your phone. It's confiscated for now. I'll let you get Alex at the airport tomorrow but I'm going with you. I don't care if I'm not your boyfriend. But your mine and what's mine is only mine"

"You're not confiscating it.. I need my phone." I acted cute so he can't get my phone. But that didn't work

"Honey, give it to me. You can't get my mind change just because you're cute" He chuckled and tried to grab my phone..

"I love you.. Please dont confiscate my phone.. Please Oppa" He stopped.. And look at me shock

"I love you too Honey, but it's getting confiscated" He grabbed my phone out of my hand

"That's unfair Jungkook! " I pouted

"It isn't unfair.. You've been talking to that guy like he is your boyfriend. I'm here you know?! You're mine even though we aren't together!" He growled

"Let's go on a date tomorrow when we get Alex." He smirked and kissed my forehead

"I'll make sure youre mine tomorrow" He ruffled my hair.

"Oh no you aren't" I tried to sound like irritated

"Honey, what I want I always get, so don't test me." He smirked

"Okay you cocky bastard" I stood up laughing and tried to get out of the room when JungKook pinned me.. That hurts!