We are both an idol | [J.J.K] ✔

Chapter 38

It's the tour day.. It's hard for me.. To leave.. To not be with them.. I'm so sad.. But decision is already made by me, leaving Aquars is the best decision.. Some might say it's not good.. Aquars will never be aquars when their is someone missing..

The girls are so sad.. But my mind is on TaeYeon.. She's that maknae that cry when someone leaves.. And im scared

"TaeYeonie" I called her.. She gave me a sad look, which made my heart break

"Don't be sad.. Cheer up." I smile sadly to her..

"Don't leave please.." She begged like a kid..

"I'll be back.. I'll be back" I hugged her

I felt water streaming.. Gosh.. She's crying.. I can't take someone cry..

"Shh.. Unnie will be back.. I promise" I tap her back, comforting her

"SoHye" And there it is.. The girls cry.. I hugged them

"I'm not gonna die.. I'm just taking a rest.." I smile sadly to them

"Face time us.. Okay?" I nod..

"You girls need to perform now.. All of the fans are waiting" The staff said..

We went to stage.. I really can't dance.. Not now.. I just sat down on the chair that was here.. Before we went up.. I just sing.. I was watching the girls and fans

-T I M E S K I P-
It's the end of our day 1..and now I'm going to leave.. I only promise them km attending day 1 of the tour.. I'll be heading to America..

"Everyone.." I smile to them..

"Yeeeess" They shout

"I have something to tell you" I can see TaeYeon trying hard to not cry..

"I'm leaving Aquars" I smiled sadly

"Nooo, that's not true" The fans all shout

"I'm going to introduce to you guys.. Kim YeRin who will be on my spot.." I said.. YeRin got out from the back..

"Be nice to her.."

"But why are you leaving?" The fans asked

"Family problems" I lied..

"Thank you for attending day 1 of our tour.. We are really happy.. But let's respect SoHye for her desicion.. Thank you everyone" We bow to them..

Our private jet will be picking me up.. My Aunty and Uncle already know about this.. I took my phone and open it..

I saw medias saying 'SoHye of Aquars leaving and Kim YeRin will be taking her place'?

Woah medias are fast..i almost jumped when my phone rang.. It's Jin?

"Yes?"

"You are leaving Aquars?" He was shock

"Yes, why?" I chuckled at his reaction

"Why so sudden" He asked back

"Family problems" I lied again

"Oh.. Hoseok wanted to talk to you since you didnt talk to them for the past 2 months" That's true.. I only talk to Jin for the past 2 months

"Hand him the phone. Only him"

"Hye-ah, I miss youuu" He calls me Hye.. I don't know why

"Hobi-Oppa, I miss you too"

"You didn't call us.." I know he is pouting

"Haha, sorry about that Oppa.." I heard crying.. Who tf is crying "Oppa, I heard someone crying"

"Ah.. That's no one Hye" Okay...

"I need to go" I end the call

-Jungkook's POV-
The past 2 months.. Is hard.. No SoHye.. We've been busy.. Yes.. I'm trying hard not to think of her..

"I'm so.. Broken.. I can't.. Why did I do that.." Im crying..

"Jungkook" I saw pity in their eyes

"And now the news?! She's leaving.. What the heck.." I put my hands on my face

"Let me call her.." SeokJin said

I saw him taking his phone out and dial SoHye's phone.. It ring and only one ring she answered.. SeokJin put it on loud

"Yes?" Once again.. I heard her voice..

"You are leaving Aquars" SeokJin faked his shockness

"Yes, why?" I heard her chuckle

"Why so sudden" SeokJin asked back at her

"Family problems" What? Family problems.. She didn't tell me she have that..

Hoseok was poking SeokJin's arm.. Wanting to talk to her

"Oh.. Hoseok wanted to talk to you since you didn't talk to them for the past 2 months" What the heck.. Hyung talked to her..That made me sadder..

"Hand him the phone, Only Him" She doesn't know we are.. Listening

I saw SeokJin gave Hoseok his phone

"Hye-ah, I miss you" Hoseok spoke

"Hobi-Oppa, I miss you too"

"You didn't call us.." I saw Hoseok pouting..

"Haha, Sorry about that Oppa"

Why am I like this.. I can't.. My heart is broken.. That decision of mine is stupid.. I cried even more.. I felt Jimin and TaeHyung tap me on the back comforting me

"Oppa, I heard someone crying" Hoseok looked at me.. I sadly smiled.. I miss her.. I miss her kiss.. I miss her hugs.. I miss everything about her..

"Ah, that's no one Hye" Hoseok lied..

"I need to go" And then I heard the call end..

Where is she going.. God..

"You always call SoHye?" I ask SeokJin.. He just sigh and nod

"Why though?" NamJoon was confused

"It's a secret between Me and Her" He faintly smile

"Why?" YoonGi ask

"She told me not to.. Tell you guys"

"I miss her.. I love her.. But this stupid decision of mine.. Made us seperate.. And now I don't know what to do"

"She loves you.. I know.. She misses you too.. But she was freaking hurt.. About what happend to you guys, the girls was about to attack you here, but SoHye stop them" Jimin said.. "YooNa said it to me.." He laugh awkwardly

"I'm so stupid" I just let my tear fall..

They are all pity me.. I'm so stupid.. So stupid.. I even promise my parents that I'm not gonna hurt her.. I just want her back.. But I'm scared.. Call me coward.. Or stupid..

'I love you SoHye. Wait for me. I'll take you back once im not scared'

Author-nim's note: Guys? Someone reading this.. Or no one.. I love you.. Jungkook and SoHye will be back together😉