Chardre: The Inseparable

Terrible Boyfriend

Leondre's P.O.V

The next morning when I woke up the other were already up and about. I walked into the kitchen, where mum and Clay were making breakfast. I walked back out, leaving them to talk about the food. I walked outside onto the deck and Sam and Charlie were there, talking about some game. When they saw me, they stopped talking about the game and asked me how I was, I told them I felt a bit better, but still not that good, and that I could barely remember yesterday.

Charlie pulled me in for a hug, I didn't refuse. I sat down on his knees and put an arm around him, then turned to Sam. 'So what you guys talking about?'

'Nothing important, what do you want to talk about?' Sam replied.

'I don't know. How are you taking all of this Sam?'

'Well, I know he said it's not my fault, but I can't help but feeling that if maybe I hadn't broken up with him, then maybe he'd, ya know, be alive still.'

'Don't put this on yourself sam, he hasn't been feeling 100% for a while now, since all of the stuff with his parents. He was unstable the whole time, and he's said to me before that he's wanted to self harm and kill himself multiple times. So don't put it all on you. Ok?' after saying this i broke down again and charlie pulled me in for a tighter hug and I hugged him back. He placed a kiss on my forehead and I turned it into a kiss. God have I craved these lips.

After kissing and hugging for a bit, Sam cleared his throat. I jumped a bit, forgetting that he was there. We all had a laugh at this, and it felt good to laugh.

Mum called us in for breakfast. There was a lot there, Bacon, Eggs, Waffles, Fruit Salad, Cereal, Muffins. She had really gone over the top for this, I know it's because of the first breakfast at home without Ben. We started off eating in silence, but then mum had to go through some things with us. There was going to be a funeral in 2 days, on Tuesday, which we all were going to, regardless of school. The police were going to be coming around to look at Ben's room and stuff. After telling us all the finer details, she went on to tell us about how there was going to be a hard week in front of us as we couldn't miss too much school, so would have to go after the funeral. She also said at school it would be hard with the others, so she wanted us to stick together at all cost, to support each other. We all agreed and continued to eat breakfast.

After breakfast Charlie excused himself from the table and left the room. Then I heard footsteps going up the stairs. What was he going up there for? There was a toilet downstairs, below the stairs kinda. I didn't hear footsteps enter Ben's room, so he must have gone to mine or to the bathroom, but why?

We all split off after chatting for a bit, and the others went into the lounge and started to find a movie for us all to watch, but i excused myself to go an look for Charlie. It had been like 10 minutes, what was he doing?

I tiptoed up the stairs and started having a look around. I didn't find him in the bathroom, so i continued along until I reached my door. I heard sobbing from inside. Was Charlie crying? Why would he e crying? Is it because of Ben.

I knocked on the door softly. I heard the crying stop and he answer, 'Go away Leondre, I want to be alone.'

I walked in. 'Too bad Charlie, you're my boyfriend Im not going to let you be alone.' I said. 'Is this because of Ben?'

He just nodded and looked down.

'Oh My God Charlie, im so sorry.'

'What for?'

'For being a terrible boyfriend.' I got up and left.