Chardre: The Inseparable

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Suicide and Self Harm Warning. Please do not read if you don't want to, or if you feel uncomfortable reading it. Please pm me and I can explain what happens.

Leondre's P.O.V

I was having the weirdest dream about a dinosaur chasing after me in a car when I felt a kiss on my forehead. It took me a few minutes to wake up, and register that the door had just been shut, quietly. I turned on my light, and thought it must've just been mum, until I saw the time. It was 2am, no way mum would still be up. I looked around the room and couldn't see anything out of place.

I heard a thump and wondered what that could've been.

I reached over to turn off my lamp, and that's when I saw it. A piece of refill paper with something written on it. I picked up the letter.

Leondre,

I need to say sorry. By the time you read this I'll be gone...ever since you went into hospital and Sam and I broke up I'm just.. I'm broken. I can't do this anymore, the pain is taking me over and I feel like I'm trapped with no way out, every time I find an exit it's immediately covered up again, and the only exit that hasn't left yet is death. So this is how I escape. This is how I free myself from this never ending room of pain and sadness. There's no reason for me to still be here, I'll be happier gone. So I guess this is my goodbye.. It's just that all this pain is overwhelming me, and it's constant. I feel trapped, and I can't find any other way to escape it apart from just dying.

I love you Leo, but this is what I have to do.

I realised what it was. It was a Suicide note. I screamed out mum as loud as I could, and raced to ben's room. I tried the handle, the door was unlocked, but there was something blocking it. Please don't let it be Ben's body. I screamed out mum a few more times and finally I heard footsteps rushing up the stairs. She came up and saw me trying the door. I told her about the suicide letter and she helped me push the door open.

We both screamed when we saw it. Ben was hanging from the ceiling, with blood pouring from his hands. There was already a pool under him. There was a chair tiled over under him.

It took us a few seconds to realise what had happened, and then we both kicked in. Mum called the ambulance while I put the chair back under Ben, and the stood on it to help support Ben's body, and take the pressure off his neck. Mum was screaming into the phone, and then she put it on speaker and into her Pajama top pocket and helped me. I slid the rope over Ben's head freeing him from it. We slowly lay him down on the floor and mum started screaming at the phone again.

A few minutes later we heard the sirens from the ambulance. I looked back down at Ben. He had bruising all around his neck, he didn't look like he had any life left in him.