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I've got such a weird feeling
I'm not sad, but I'm no where near happy.
I feel almost nothing.
But I still feel something.
But I don't know what it is.
I feel... unstable?
Mentally unstable maybe?
I'm not depressed.
Although I have been in the past.
But this is different.
I don't feel alone.
It's the complete opposite of that,
Like someones watching me.
Ive got a headache.
Overthinking perhaps?
Not sure.
I need sleep.
But I can't sleep.
I still feel weird.
Like something going to happen.
But nothings going to happen.
Is there something wrong with me?
I don't think so.
I can't find any emotions to feel.
Help?
I don't need any.
I don't want any.
I can't have any.
Voices?
Only in my head.
Leave?
They won't.
Forever growing louder.
Getting closer maybe?
Not sure.
I keep repeating myself.
I don't like it.
I don't know how to stop.
No one listens.
They ignore me.
The voices get louder.
Psychotic?
Definitely not.
Dont Help me.
Please.
YOU ARE READING
Wanderlust
Randomwanderlust (n.) the great desire to travel and rove about ~~~ A book of my life essentially. Highs and Lows enclosed.