Wanderlust

22/06/18

Time 02:24
I'm pretty high on pain meds right now so if none of this makes sense,
That's why.

I sat and stared at the sky for about an hour,
Not moving.
Just breathing.
I turned my phone off and just watched the world go by.
The sky is under-rated honestly.
It's so pretty at night.
Just the darkness that is all around.
There's something weirdly comforting about it.
Something weirdly calm even.
Everything being still and quiet is something I love about the night time.
It's probably the reason I don't sleep properly.
Because I stay up watching the sky out of my window for hours.
The sun rises on my side of the house so I remember staying up all night to watch that.
I recall one night someone was having a bonfire at the top of the hill,
It looked so pretty.
The flames dancing in the wind was amusing to me for some reason.
I tried to sit on my window sill but it's to small and uncomfortable so I just sit on the end of my bed cross-legged now.
That's how I'm sat writing this now actually.
Occasionally looking up to look out of the window again.
I think I find it so nice because it's one of the few things that's guaranteed in life.
The night time will always roll around.
I love that.
Days will always keep coming and going no matter what happens in life.
But there's something daunting about that aswell.
We can't stop time.
No one can.
I guess we just have to enjoy it while it lasts.
I'm going to go back to watching the sky now.
Pray for my sleep schedule because the sky is so pretty at the moment.