Wanderlust

22/07/18

Time 23:54

Ahhh, okay.
So many things have happened today.
I went to my first pride (as a volunteer my first actual pride will be September),
And my dad bought me an ace (asexual) flag.
Somehow I managed to steal a massive rainbow pride flag without realising it.
I blanked out for about 10 minutes at the end of pride because it was too hot and I hadn't taken my medication.
It was a very eventful day to say the least.
BUT I LOVED IT.
IT PUT ME IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD.
I don't think I've stopped smiling since I got home which was 4-5 hours ago now.
But that's not only because of pride,
I seem to have a problem.
I think I'm starting to get a crush on one of my best friends,
And I guess it's a little better because I already know she's bi.
But I doubt she likes me like that.
Time to suppress every feeling I've ever had again.
She's just so cute and funny and ugh honestly just perfect.
The thing is I don't know whether this is just me being really affectionate and thankful towards her for being my friend,
Or developing a crush.
I pray to god she doesn't read this,
Then again she wouldn't know it's about her so it's not that bad if she does.