Wanderlust

01/06/18

Time 22:12

It's pride month.
So I'd like to address a few things,

My dad is mtf transgender.
Yes I call her dad because that's who she will always be to me,
A dad.
But I'm not going to mis-gender her.
So please don't get confused if I call my dad 'her' or 'she'.

The next thing is my own sexuality.
I don't know what I am,
I used to think I was bisexual
But I can't picture myself with another girl.
I can't picture myself with anyone really.
Me and the girl I used to be with don't talk anymore,
Well hardly.
And I'm not going to lie I don't know whether I liked our relationship.
Obviously I loved the girl,
I wouldn't date her if I didn't.
But if I'm completely honest,
I didn't really see her in future as my girlfriend, 
Or anything more than that.
I saw her as my friend.
But even that isn't happening anymore I guess.
I guess I was bi-curious?
I don't know what I should identify myself as.
I feel like straight would be the way I identified myself.
But I'm just not 100% sure.

I'm just rambling now sorry.
But happy pride month everyone,
I'll be at Newcastle pride on the 21st if anyone's going and wants to meet a complete stranger.
Hope you've all had a good day x