Wanderlust

24/10/18

Time 0049

You told me to write tonight so here I am writing just for you.

Im sorry its not a story like I said but I found it hard to write (as you know).

But anyway, umm hi? I haven't updated here in a while so sorry about that. But here's a general update on my life and how its going right now;

I started my new school last month, surprisingly I don't hate it. I never thought id say this but I actually kind of like going to school now? Just the general group of people I hang around with is a lot better and I feel a lot more confident around them than I used to be. One of the big changes (for me at least) is that I actually have friends that are male now, its a bit of a weird fact but I never had guy friends in my old school so.

My dad just moved so I have a new room with a decent coloured carpet, not pink, now. I'm actually pleased with how it turned out to be honest. Its not quite aesthetic but its enough for me to get by.

I just turned 15 so that's fun, I have the first birthday of my friend group and it was the best birthday I've had at school in a while.

Update on my gay cousin that I mentioned in my last chapter, he broke up with his boyfriend because he wanted to start a family but his boyfriend didn't so that sucks and I feel bad for him but life goes on I guess. I haven't spoken to him in a while so I hope he's okay.

I have my best friend back and im sure I've mentioned It already but im still really happy about it. We have our up and downs still but Jesus Christ I love you. I hope you're okay (I know you're not but im here for you and you know that).

My ADD (attention deficit for anyone that doesn't know) has gotten worse, for example I was talking to a friend the other day and did the classic thing of getting really distracted by a squirrel on the the way to school and completely forgot about the fact we were having a conversation. Oops?

I have a date for my operation which is fun (?). So that's a week that im gonna be completely out of it. 

Ive found that I have a slight thing for hoodies. Theyre just so comfy, especially when they're someone elses ;)

Thats all I can think of to write right now bc im tired as fuck.

I hope everyones okay (I talk as if people actually read this lmao).

<3