ｒｅｃｋｌｅｓｓ♛; d.l

four

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Yes I know what I did last chapter was weird but hey, he was asking for it.

But let's not forget that Derek and I dated for 10 months in middle school.

And we were really stupid 14 year olds who thought losing your virginity was cool.

Enough about what I did and to what Derek did.

He fucking kissed me.

I don't know what that means.

He still likes me?

I don't know.

"Derek?" I asked.

"Hm, yeah?" he said still watching Pretty Little Liars.

"Do you still like me?" I asked.

"No," He answered.

"Look at me Derek," I said.

I pause the show and took the popcorn bowl away from him,

"Derek..." I said.

"What?" He answered trying to get the remote back from me.

"Answer my question," I said.

"I already told you no," He said.

"Then why'd you kiss me the other day?" I asked.

"Do you like me?" He asked.

"No," I said a little unsure.

"Then why'd you show me your boobs the other day?" He asked.

"I asked you first," I answered.

"Because it just felt right," He said.

"Doesn't add up," I stated.

"Now answer my question," He said grabbing the bowl of popcorn.

"To prove a point to you," I said.

"You're so dumb," He laughed.

"But remember when you liked my dumbass?" I laughed.

"Yeah I also remember when I ate it," he smirked.

"And you kept screaming, 'OH DADDY HARDER!' until I almost had an asthma attack and your sister and Jessica almost caught us," He added.

"Yes I remember that. I also remember when you almost choked me to death with your dick," I laughed.

He laughed and pulled me closer to him, "We were some wild ass kids," he smiled.

"I mean we still are," I smiled.

"Sometimes I wish I could go back in the past.."  I said.

"Me too," he responded.

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*next day*

I walked with Jessica to English, but we stopped by my locker first,

"Where were you all weekend?" I asked.

"Oh I decided to go with my family because my cousins from Canada are visiting and I really wanted to see them," she said.

"Oh why didn't you just text Derek and I?" I asked.

"Forgot to. Sorry," She said.

"It's fine. Don't worry about it," I said.

We sped up our walking pace until we went our separate ways,

I saw Derek sitting in the back of the room on his phone,

He looked over and smiled at me.

He passed me a note as the bell rang and he put his phone away.

It read:

Meet me at the lake Thursday night at 8pm sharp. Come alone. We need to talk.

~D.L

I put the note in my bag and changed my focus to the notes on the board.