ｒｅｃｋｌｅｓｓ♛; d.l

twenty one

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It's been about 4 days since Derek came to see me but today I finally get out of this place.

I finished showering and grabbed my bag.

I signed my discharge papers and put my earbuds in as I went to soundcloud.

Lovestruck Feelin' by Manda

The song literally reflected how I felt about Derek,

"You light up my painted skies, fell in love with your deep brown eyes."

All I thought about was how much I loved him.

I know it's weird that I'm not as angry as I was when it first happened,

If anything, I'm thinking about the reasons why I'm in love with him.

I must've spaced out for awhile.

We were already home and I grabbed my bag.

"Okay no school for the next week. Doctors orders," my mom said.

"Alright. Hey can Derek come over?" I asked.

"You want guest this soon? And I'm guessing you guys are on good terms again?" My mom said.

"I'm not angry at him I was angry with the choice he made. But, yes we are on good terms again," I said.

"Okay well that's up to you. But I'm pretty sure he's at school," she answered.

"If he's not can he?" I asked.

"I just told you, that's up to you if he comes over," my mom repeated.

"Okay I'll text him in a bit," I answered.

"Alright. Anyways, I need to meet your dad at his office, we have an appointment in an hour. You sure you'll be okay alone?" she asked.

"Yes mom and I won't try anything stupid again. I love you and go have fun at your appointment," I smiled.

"Okay if you need anything call me or Mrs. Luh. I'm glad to see my baby girl back to normal and happy," she smiled.

"Thank you mom. Now go before you're late," I answered.

She hugged me before heading out.

I opened the fridge and realized that shit was empty,

I picked up my phone and called Derek,

He picked after a few rings,

"Hey I just got back from the hospital," I said.

"Hey and that's amazing. Can I come see you?" He asked.

"Yeah because I'm bored and why are you not at school on this dry Thursday afternoon?" I asked.

"Because school is boring without you and now that Jess is gone I have no one to talk to. I'll be over in 5 minutes and I'll send a pizza over as well," He chuckled.

"Thank you and this is one of the many reasons why I love you," I laughed.

"Well I love you too and I'll see you in a few," he chuckled.

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Derek and I were upstairs eating,

"So was the baby yours?" I asked.

"Nope. Turns out that Jess was messing around with some seniors as well," Derek explained.

I put my crust on my plate and sighed,

"I didn't mean to trigger anything and I'm sorry all of this happened. I really am. I promise I will never force you into doing anything you don't want to. If anything I'll wait for you. Till you're ready," he said grabbing my hand.

I grabbed his hand and played with his fingers,

"Baby, I'm ready. I just think it's not typical of couples to have sex within the first few months of being together. But then again, fuck what basic couples do. We're not a basic couple. And besides, as long as we're both ready and comfortable. That's all that matters," I said.

"Well you're right on that but you also called me baby again," he smirked.

"What's the matter? You don't like it when I call you baby?" I pouted.

"I fuckin' love it when you call me baby but I love it even more when you call me daddy," he answered.

"Well I only call you that when we're under the covers," I smirked.

"Maybe we should stick to baby when we're around our family and in public," He smirked.

"Yeah we really should," I laughed.

I kissed him and finished my pizza.