ｒｅｃｋｌｅｓｓ♛; d.l

sixteen

•ava•

I looked at the time and thought that it would be best if I stayed home today.

I know I can't start the week off with skipping school but I just really wasn't up for it.

I brushed my teeth and got ready before heading downstairs to make myself some breakfast.

We had eggs, bacon, waffles and cereal.

I grabbed a pan and put a few strips of bacon in while toasting waffles.

My phone went off, it was Derek.

D: what's wrong?
D: are u okay?
D: where are you?
D: please text me or call me.
D: what happened?
D: did i do something?

I opened all his messages and left him in read, not one message did I respond to.

Jessica and Derek kept calling, texting and facetiming me.

I put my phone in airplane mode and set it down on the counter.

I finished cooking the rest of my food as I sat in the dining room and enjoyed it.

—

The day was going by kind of slow.

I ordered a pizza and stayed in my room watching Grey's Anatomy.

My phone went off once again,

It was Derek.

I declined the call and went back to watching tv.

•derek•

I don't know what the fuck is going on. Delaney is not even telling me what's wrong.

Jessica and I have been going through every fucking reason as to why she's mad.

I ruled out on possibility because there's no way she knew unless Jess told her.

"Let's just go to her house," Jessica said.

We started walking to her house but there was an awkward silence the whole way.

When we finally got there, I knocked on the door but she didn't answer.

I knew she was home because she skipped school today.

I grabbed the spare key from underneath the flower pot and opened her door.

Jessica and I called her name so many times but there was still no answer.

I ran up to her room and opened her door,

She was sitting in her bed watching tv.

"Get the fuck out!" she screamed at us.

"What did I even do?" I asked.

"Ask Jessica," she said.

•ava•

I glared at Jessica as Derek looked at her,

"What?" Derek asked.

"She didn't tell you that she's pregnant with your child?" I said.

"And why do you care so much?" She sassed.

"I care so much because," I started.

I got closer and closer to her until I was at a good position to beat her ass.

I slapped her so she fell onto the floor,

"BECAUSE HE'S MY BOYFRIEND YOU STUPID SLUT!" I screamed in her face while hitting her repeatedly.

She screamed and cried on the floor,

I turned to Derek,

"So is this why you wouldn't let me tell her? Hm? Because you hooked up with her since you were sexually frustrated and fed up with me making you wait?" I asked.

He stood there lost for words,

"You know what just go. You have a kid on the way and clearly you have someone who can suck your dick and love you better than I can. So I guess you don't need me. And this is exactly what I was afraid of. You would do something to hurt my or betray me," I said.

"I-I'm sorry," Jessica said our of tears.

"Fuck both of you," I said flipping them off.

"You two deserve each other. So you can have each other. And Derek, when you're ready to be fully committed to a relationship and you can actually open up your mouth to say something, let me know," I added.

Derek helped Jessica up as they made their way out.

I closed my door and slumped down behind it as I started to break down.

I kept bawling my eyes out until my eyelids started to get heavy.