ｒｅｃｋｌｅｓｓ♛; d.l

ten

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I finished copying down the rest of my notes and eating a snack while I waited for Jess and Derek to call me with tonight's plans.

Just then my phone rang, it was Derek.

"Hey what's up?" I answered.

"Hey girlie, let's get Starbucks and talk about some hot ass guys at a sleepover tonight," he said in a girl voice,

I laughed and sipped my water,

"Derek, you're hilarious but seriously what are our plans for tonight?" I laughed.

"We can go to the movies with Jess. Maybe see something scary," he suggested.

"We see movies every Friday night and it's weird at this point because the guy at the consession stand knows my name and how I like my popcorn, lots of butter layered throughout the popcorn." I sighed.

"Damn. Lay off the fucking butter," he joked.

"No it's fucking delicious," I said with a mouth full of popcorn.

"Let me guess, your parents aren't home and you're eating popcorn right now with the butter layered?" He asked.

"Yes.." I giggled.

"Anyways, where are your parents?" He asked.

"At a couples retreat for the next two weeks. They figured they needed more time together and away from me. Yours?" I jokes.

"Ah, that means more time for us and they're going to a charity event tonight," he said,

"So I guess sleepover at my place?" I suggested.

"Sounds good, I'll bring the nail polish and tampons bitch!" he said in his girl voice again.

"Once again, Derek, we don't play with tampons at sleepovers. I don't wear them unless I have swim. They're uncomfortable and weird," I explained.

"Ugh fine, I'll bring sweats, snacks and myself," He laughed.

"Okay I'll see you in a few. Love you," I said.

There was a few seconds of silence before the call ended,

Okay that was kinda weird..

I texted Jessica and told her our plans for tonight.

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"Come on! Answer it!" Jess laughed.

"Okay, okay! Yes, I have lost my virginity," I giggled.

We were playing truth or dare in my room,

"To whom did you lose it to?" she added.

"We already discussed this when it happened," I said sipping my soda.

"Derek," I mumbled.

"Say it louder for the people in the back," she smirked.

"Derek," I said with a growing smile on my face.

He winked at me but I was still kind of confused and upset as to why he didn't say I love you back earlier.

I thought he loved me..

_ _ _

Jessica was knocked out on the floor,

Derek wrapped his arm around my waist,

"What's wrong?" he mumbled into my neck.

I lifted his head up and looked him in the eyes before getting up and leaving.

I carefully and quietly stepped over Jess before walking downstairs, as Derek followed.

I went down to the kitchen to get a snack as well as get away from Derek,

"Derek?" I asked,

"Yes?" He answered.

"Do you actually love me like you say you do?" I asked.

"Is this about earlier?" He asked.

"Yes.." I mumbled,

"Of course I do. I'd never lie to you about something like that. Just because I don't say it doesn't mean I don't feel it. I love you, okay?" He said.

I nodded and bit my lip as he lifted my chin up to kiss me,

"Now stop biting your fucking lip. It turns me on," I mumbled.

We went back upstairs to my room as we fell asleep in my bed.