ｒｅｃｋｌｅｓｓ♛; d.l

five

•derek•

Of course I still like her,

She makes it hard for me not to.

I mean, we always hang out and we spend a lot of time together.

I mean I took her virginity in the 8th grade because that ass was calling my name and I ain't care about my age I was tryna get laid. But that's not the point.

We dated for 10 months which is a whole school year but we broke up at the end of the summer because I just really wasn't in a good place.

But, I think I'm ready.

And that's why I asked her to meet me at the lake tomorrow night because I am going to ask her out.

I don't wanna tell Jessica because she'll make it an even bigger deal than it already is. But she'll find out eventually.

I grabbed my key from my pocket and unlocked my house door before throwing my bag in the living room.

I heard soft moans and squeaking coming from upstairs,

Eh I figured it might be Delaney and her boyfriend, Max.

I still wanted to see who it was.

I grabbed my phone and started recording as I lightly ran up the steps,

Her door was opened a crack and I saw her on top.

"I'M GONNA-!" he started.

I kicked the door open as I shoved the camera in their faces.

"DEREK WHAT THE HELL!? I THOUGHT YOU WERE AT AVA'S!" Delaney yelled covering up.

I laughed so hard as I put my phone away,

"Max, you know if you get my sister pregnant my dad will slit your throat, right?" I said.

He reached for his sweats and tee before running out of the room.

"What the fuck?" Delaney said.

I laughed real hard in her face,

"His dick doesn't taste like skittles and how do you think mom and dad would feel if they found out their little girl is not so much of a virgin anymore? Hm?" I said.

She didn't answer so I walked out laughing.

—

"Lights out Derek!" My dad yelled.

I took my shirt off which left me in my baggy sweatpants,

I turned off my lamp and closed my door before heading to sleep.

"Night," Delaney said.

"I was kidding. I deleted it if it makes you feel better," I said.

"Thank you," She said.

She closed my door before heading to her room.

All I could think about was how I was gonna ask her out.

As my eyelids were getting heavy,

she texted me;

ava: i can't sleep
derek: count sheep or something. idk
ava: no that's childish as fuck.
derek: idk what you want me to do then.
ava: you wanna go get ice cream?
derek: i'm broke.
ava: my treat:)
derek: I'll be there in 10 minutes.
ava: bring an extra pair of sweats and a sweatshirt.
derek: y?
ava: i'm gonna wear them duh
derek: okay.

—

She looked good in my sweats,

But I was thinking about doing it tonight.

"Split a sundae?" I asked.

"Sure," She said.

We split a brownie sundae while talking about our life plans.

"We need to talk," I said.

"When?" she asked.

"After this lets go to the lake, it's more private," I said.

—

We sat on the dock talking while the moonlight shone on us.

"What'd you want to talk about?" She asked.

"I was gonna tell you tomorrow but, fuck I guess it couldn't wait," I said.

"What's up?" She asked.

"I still like you. Shit, I fucking love you,"