A Hybrids kiss (exo & block B)

18- Dead, like you

I've been riding motorbikes since I was 16, but yet even I found it hard to maintain control and cry at the same time.
The road was empty and the night sky pitch black, my eye slight blurry and my cheeks wet, my arms cold and my grip on the handle bars faltering. I took one shaky hand off and wiped my nose and under each of my eyes and then wrapped it tightly back around the handle.
I shivered as the cold air hit my face and bare arms, stray strands of hair blew in my face causing me to have to reach up and brush them lightly away. My breath came out as pail white smoke as I breathed out a shaky breath.
Part of me, wanted to run back to the boys and hug them and never let go, but after tonight I'm not sure what I wanted anymore. If I could go back in time, back to the night when Gabriel first took me away, I would. Change what happened that night, made it so I never got taken away.
But I can't do that, I can't do anything.

"I'm useless!" I yelled to the darkness as I clutched the handles with my stiff hands.

How many times had I pictured what reuniting with my boys would be like?
How many times had I sat on my motorbike picturing the ride over to the house, Imaging the wind in my hair? The amount of times I had smiled just thinking about it.

But now, I'm riding back down that dark road I had pictured leading me home, now I was riding my motorbike feeling the dampness of tears on my cheeks as well as the feel of wind in my hair, as I raced away from that house.
The ride back to Bonamana wasn't that long, half an hour if I rode as fast as I was going now. But who really cares? I don't. Clearly Xiumin doesn't either.
I swallowed against my tight throat and licked my dry, wind blown lips. Maybe I should slow down, the roads are still wet from the rain earlier. But I couldn't bring myself to, I needed to get as far away as I could.
In the distance, the top of the two massive trees symboling the entrance to Bonamana reached up to the skies, towering over all the others. I'm almost there.

"come on" I hissed to myself. I accelerated harder an leant forward a little bit, gripping the bars so hard my knuckles turned bone white.

Out of the corner of my eyes a sudden flash of red in the trees made me snap my head around. I swore as my eyes focused on the vampire racing along beside me, it's glowing red eyes standing out against the darkness. I tried to make the bike go faster but this was it's max. The two trees were closer now, maybe if I could just... But there was no time.

A hard body collided with mine and knocked me from the motorbike. My body connected hard with the roads solid surface, my head smacking on the ground with so much force I was left dizzy. My body slid helplessly along the wet ground, I had been going too fast, unable to stop, I kept on sliding until my back collided with a thick tree trunk.
I gasped as pain exploded like a bomb from with in me. I looked up as someone laughed, the vampire, as pail as snow, stood twenty metres away laughing.

"such an easy target" he growled.

I clenched my teeth together in pain as I got up on one knee, I clutched my throbbing shoulder, it was the first thing that hit the ground. I blinked the blood from my right eye, that was flowing from a wound on my forehead. I couldn't even think straight I was in so much pain. The vampire laughed again as I collapsed onto my side when my knee gave out. I turned my head away and coughed blood up onto the grass, as the deep red splattered the dark green I rolled onto my back.

"what's a young girl doing out this late? " the vampire asked as I squeezed my eyes closed and attempted to heave myself into a sitting position. It laughed again as I slowly and shakily stood up and leant against the tree.

"you do know the night is for vampires, right?" It asked and stepped forward

"no," I whispered as my hand creeped secretly towards the knife in the back of my belt
"the night is for hunting"