Fuck Me Or Fear Me

3. tried and failed

Day 1. 6.30 pm

I stood up again and tried every door every window. There was no escape but there was air and there was a teraace. It was almost 6.30 almost sunset. Sunset has always been my favourite....maybe coz i can only see sunsets....this used to give me peace....this used to give me strength

Weneva i used too see them it reminded me of the things that happened and how i overcomed it.

my friends always say me why am i like this....this i dont give a fuck attitude.....rude....bitch but they dont know that wen i used to give a fuck it used to hurt....i was neva upfront with them thats why they used it against me....i used to get scare thats why they had the power over me but not anymore....I've overcomed that and i will overcome this

i cant just sit and wait for his arrival... i eyed my unopened purse and emptied the content in hope of fimding something useful

I was shocked and confused to see the envelope staring at me the same way i was staring at it....totally immobile.....this envelope holds so much importance for me. Thank god it's safe

Its almost 24 hours since ive been missing....obviously a missing complaint has been filed and since my phone was on always they might have easily tracked me. he cant be this stupid. there is a catch here which i failed to understand but i had to do dis

my family is just a call away from me. my escape my life my dreams my duties are just a call away.

I go to my contacts and hover my fingers over the word bestie. shit shud i call him. i get a bad vibe doing this. he wants me to do this so he can get back at me. no im not doin this

what will happen. i will call him. i will tell him im kidnapped and he will trace my phone and come here right away. i will be save. i dont even know where i am. but i can tell dem im kidnapped. as if they cant already guess this. but it will atleast clarify. i dont even know who my abductor . abductor. that suits him since i dont know his name.

anyways what if i dont call dem which wil be the stupidest thing ill be doing. they will still search for me and eventually find me. but what if somehow mr abductor has planted certain things which tells them im off to somewer and dont contact them. ive read tht stuffs alot in my novels. bullshit maya ruby shonali will never believe this but what if a forged video or anthing

fuck this

im calling them. fuck the consequences

i dial the number and press my phone over my ear. the tring tring i hear is nothing compared to the tick tick i can clearly feel in my ears. my heart is gonna burst out of fear

" maira? maira is this you? " he speaks in a panicked voice

" jay? "

" fuck maira what the hell is happening where the fuckin hell are you " i can hear some huahed whispers and too many voives behind him.

I ignored it and blurt the truth as soon as possible " I'm kidnapped i dont know where i am or who is he but help me trace me do anything "

" i knew this police were usless but this time they proved it. I'm teling them there is something wrong you are missing but they keep telling me your phone is on you might have just ran away purposely or maybe drunk and slept somwer. if you are kidnapped why your phone is on and how are you calling me "

" will you keep your questions for later. I dont know but there is sumting weird goin on. i just know " there was a loud voice in the background but i continued anyways " that I've been kidnapped and i dont know what to do. You tell me. What should i do. I'm scared. Are you listenin. hello hello? jay? Jay? "

" he might be here sweetheart " as soon as i heard his voice the phone slipped from my hand and all parts of it were splattered everywhere just like me.