Fuck Me Or Fear Me

9. I'll make it upto you

" you should be "

" rehaan please "

" please what? " his eyes tell he was enjoyin torturing me so much and i just wanted to burn him with my eyes

" please dont rape me " i said closing my eyes now and he chuckled a bit and i looked at him.

" it isn't rape if you do it consensually " he pressed himself in me hinting me that I'm enjoying this too.

" i dont want to. Please give me some time " i uttered in a hurry just to get rid of the situation for now but his eyes tells that he liked the statement

" so you'll think about it? " i quickly thought that if he gives me some time I'll quickly plan my escape and I'll get rid of this. " tomorrow then? " i quickly nodded and he gave me one last kiss just down my ear and instantly my whole body reacted

He slowly left both my wrist giving me an intense stare like he just dont want to stop this. He traced his fingers on my hand slowly and placed it on my cheek and a thumb on my lips tracing my lips.

" are you sure? " he once again placed a kiss on the side of my lips and that alone tells me that this will be hard for him.

" yes " i replied and nodded in answer

" this will be damn hard for me but just for you dammit "

Getting up from me he untangled himself totally from me and went to the far end of the couch as far from me. If i wouldn't have been in such situation i would've laughed at him but now even if i want i cant even form a smile. Everything just feels dead inside me slowly and slowly.  

He picked the paper which was fallen down and even i sat back straight. He scanned the paper and i was scanning him to understand what is running in his mind now. Suddenly he voiced

" this is for slapping me. I told so you will regret you actions so be careful and i wanted you to regret this badly coz nobody messes with my respect and i let it go " He said all of that while scanning his vest pocket and looking at the paper and i was just getting confuse and wondering what does he mean now.

He removed something like a lighter i guess and when he placed the paper in one hand was the moment i realised what he actually means by this. For some seconds i was shock like is he actually serious.

That is the only proof i have. It took me years to get my hand on that and its an original copy of the letter head sent by fake company. It took me years to locate one person who got trapped by that fake company and he is just about to burn that.

I moved forward to him and placed my hand on his to stop him the moment fire was gonna touch the paper. He looked at me and i looked at him and i was out of words.

Bile was rising in my throat and its useless to make him understand that this paper means a lot to me. So i tried to convince him in his way and tried to be as patient as possible

" you cant be seriously doing this "

" watch me "

" no you cant "

" who will stop me "

" I " he raised his eyebrows that you have some guts to say that " i mean i i am sorry for " His face and eyes were so blank that nothing i say will effect him.

I was already feeling defeated but i continued " for slapping you. I swear i wont do it again no matter how angry i get. I....." god this is hard and his blank face with no reaction was gettin me nowhere. I was crying internally and externally but we both ignored that and i continued " it was my dad you were talking about. I couldn't take it and just i " still no reaction

I couldn't convince him so i tried what he wanted. " rehaan I'll make it upto you. Just tell me what can i do to save this. Please understand for once " he looked at me thoughtfully and tapped his foot thinking and i was glad that he was thinking about it.

After a minute he looked at me took a pause purposely to make my heartbeat raise and made his demand which left me in a dilemma
" I want a lap dance " he shrugged his shoulder like a baby is asking for a candy and made a puppy face too which was definitely not childish.

Just a moment ago he was like some angry young man ready to burn me and everything and now he is playfully smirking.

I eyes the paper in his hand took a deep breath and decided what i had to do