I really dont get this man. He's weird but sweet. He's dark but caring also. He's pathetic but realistic also. He's devil but angel also. He's an animal sometimes but human also.
Yes i mean he did kidnapped me and if he'd waNt he could've done a anything but he didn't. And i know that doesn't make everything right but fuck. Just coz i want my freedom. My birth right he wants my body. I should have my rights on it.
As much I think about it the more I get lost and come back more confusing and with no answers. But being sexually attracted to him is something I won't deny.
I picked the pancake directly from my mouth my hands entwined with his and dipped in Nutella more and slowly went towards his mouth.
What do I even ask? There's so much to know and nothing at the same time. But somethin clicked me.
After I popped the pancake in his mouth I asked " How did I ended up in the bed? "
He laughed and I stared at the magnificent view " You really have this question to ask? "
" No. It suddenly came into my mind. "
" Yes I found you on the couch stuck on the same page wen I left. I guessed you just kept crying after I left coz the pages we're wet. So I placed you here. "
" Just like that? "
" Just like that "
" Don't you have to go to the office? " I said trying to divert the subject. He being sweet is messing with my head. " Your clothes are going to get ruin "
" That's another question without my price "
" Answer " I slapped his chest coz we both know I've not asked a genuine question yet. And as far as I can guess he's actually nervous about the questions
" If the price is you then I'm ready to ruin anything. A day at office some expensive clothes or much more " As much that sounded sweet it also sounded dark. Like some warning or threat
I went to pick another and wondered breakfast in bed. Wow. That was one of my many fantasies that someone who loves me surprises me with breakfast in bed but see the irony. It is someone i hate from the bottom of my heart
I popped another in his mouth but this time he kissed me and chewed at the same time. I don't know to find this disgusting or hot but some pancakes came in my mouth too.
" what are you still doing here? "
" the last time i checked this was my house "
" yes and the last time i checked I've been kept captive at your house. I meant why aren't you in office and let me talk to my mom? Why did you got breakfast for me and on top wanted to feed me. Why did you have to ruin my morning " He rolled his eyes and we both knew I am lying
" Girls die for this. Me being at their side. Preparing breakfast for them. Spending some time and on top getting kidnapped by me "
" then its better they literally die instead of embracing this. There are just some girls who are ruining name of women by licking some rich spoiled bratty assholes ass and stomping their dignity and respect. I'm not one of those girls " I remembered girls in my novels who have no self respect and just runs being good face or good wealth.
" well I've concluded that already "
" good for you "
" My answer "
" Well I wanted to make up for the things I did yeaterday. And your mom called so I thought why not. And i jUST like feeding you and wanted you to eat " Why do I feel that's not it. There's something more. There had to be something more.
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Fuck Me Or Fear Me
Non-FictionI suck at this so just go ahead. Basically its a story of a girl who gets kidnapped and she knows nothing except that he wants to sleep with her. She knows he wont rape her so she has a time limit to escape. Now how does she do that we need to see...
