Fuck Me Or Fear Me

5. i can and i will

Shit no. No he cant ignore me and just walk past by this way.

" no no wait. fuck fuck listen to me " as i was out from the terrace to the living room he was already up the stairs for his master room which was just beside me

" fuck i dont even know your name mr abductor just wait please " by the time i reached him he was already up  the stairs and it took a bit force of me to stop him by his wrist and turn him to face me again

" Mr abductor. Are you serious? " he jerked my hand again and continued. Damn he is angry.

" then who the fucking hell are you and what do you want from me " this time i yell and he stopped from my voice or question i dont know but he did and took three steps down towards me.

" Rehaan. Rehaan elmaz. The founder of the top multimillion company sterling industries. The youngest ceo and one of the most powerful man of this country. " i was about to say i just ask your name and keep the other details with you only but my expression said it all

" your face says you've never heard my name before. I'm all over newspapers and magazines and internet goes crazy over my each detail and you dont know me. Which world are you living in " he was hurt by me not knowing him.

" there is another life also which doesn't include you. People who doesnt have their own life are crazy after your life. But i very much have my own life which you just came and ruin it. Just because you can do anything doesn't give you the right to play with people lives " we both were on the same stair but each on different sides. His expression are mostly blank and straight. Always a mask so doesn't know what effect my words have on him

" I've just started " was his only reply after a really long time

" but why me? What did i even do to you? " this time i was pleading to him to just tell me. I didnt care I'm looking weak in front of him but i want to know the truth

" its not about you. Its about me. You did not do anything. " he took some step towards me and was Caressing my hair "  Its just that i want to do things to you. Nobody can stop me you see. So why stop myself if i can have it " his eyes were full of lust for me which was disgusting. Disgraceful. Totally disrespectful. Unacceptable

" you are so sick. People like you should not even be given the right to live. Just because you want me doesn't mean you can have me. I'm not some object you are desiring for. I'm a woman and a human and you should respect me and my wishes "

All this time his head was downcast and he didn't even once looked in my eye. His jaw was tight and his fist were closed. Just some time ago i made a note not to make him angry and i just did it again. But i cant help it in front of this annoying man.

Suddenly he raised his eye and just his eye was burning holes in me. So much anger. He pinned me against the wall and was damn close to me.

" leave me "

" make me "

" just leave me "

" stop me " i tried to get out of his hold but it was impossible totally. He was just smirking at me and smiling in a mocking way.

My heart started beating when his next intentions clicked me. He was leaning against my lips.

" dont you dare "

" otherwise what? "

" stay away from me " but he just ignored me and was too much in my personal space

I closed my eyes shut and wished this to be a bad dream and just end it. But his touch were very much real.

" rehaan please dont " i can still feel his breath on my skin his closeness his hand playing with my hairs. but after some seconds paas and still i didn't feel anything

When i opened my eyes he was still there but his lips were at a bit far distance from my lips. It was hard to look in his eye from so close. His eyes are too much intimidating

" i hope you got your answer. I can do anything to you and you cant stop me. Only i hold the cards here. Do you get me? " i thot not to respond but just to satisfy his ego and save myself i nodded

" answer this now. That friend of yours is very much intended to find you. " shit jay. I totally forgot about him. What a bad friend am i  " Much more then your family. And as much as i wanted you to call him im still surprised out of all people you called him first. Is he your boyfriend? "

He is using present tense. Not past tense. That means....

" you didnt kill him na? You were just scaring me right? Please tell me he is okay " he was a bit pissed by my concern for jay.

" answer me first " just to get my answers fast i answered his as fast as possible

" no he is not my boyfriend "

" do you love him? "

" what? No. Never. We are good friends "

" does he love you? " i dont want to share this much information about my life to him.

" i guess it shouldn't concern you. He loves me or i love him. Its none of your business " he presses my upper arm in anger and that alone was hurting. What if he start hitting me. I'll be dead.

" do you want him alive or no? "

" he is still alive " i dont know that was a statement or a question 

" but still under my captivity " he warned ignoring my question again but i got my answer now. " this answers doesn't concern me but if i ask a question i want an answer and dont make me repeat twice. Ever samaira " angry young man.

" he loves me " jay has confessed his love to me in the first year of college but i always thought of him as friend. We are childhood friends and mixing love and relationships in it was not good. I dont want to ever ruin the bond of friendship we have.

He is the only guy in my life who cares for me who is always there for me but i never loved him.

" so you know it "

" what? "

" nothing " he was in deep thoughts and i wish i could just go in his head and get my every answer "  i haven't kill him but just for now. Killing him is no big deal for me but it will create unnecessary risk for me since you are already missing. "

" so you are keeping him captive too " he shrugged his shoulder like I'm so sorry

" i didn't want to but you made me. And remember not today but i can kill him someday. That depends only on your behaviour "

" I'm no way in hell sleeping with you willingly okay. If you want to blackmail me into sleeping with you den just show me how low you can stoop and do whatever you want but i wont just do anything. Okay? " he had a expression like I'm taking your talks into serious consideration but in reality he was just mocking me 

" i want you to meet me at dinner. sharp at 10.30. And dont forget to wear what i expect you to wear. I've not forgotten the words and i will make you regret it soon and samaira baby seriously. A small piece of advice. Dont make me more piss than i already am. It will end real badly and we both dont want it. Right?  " the way he warned me so calmly scares me the most and it almost makes me listen to his every command.