My mom and ayaan were cuffed on a pole and whatever that machine was moving. I internally thank that they are unconscious.
Rehaan was holding the phone but his eyes were only on me. Jay was trying to break himself free even though he was in so much pain.
" What is this? Where are they? What is gonna happen? " He clicked some button and a curtain behind me went all open. It was a glass door and the other side I saw the same thing I was seeing on phone.
I now see the machine clearly. Some meat pieces were also hanging along with mom and ayaan.
I ran to the door and tried to break free " You wanna meet them one last time " He came beside me and was leaning sideways with his hands in his pockets and I foolishly nodded
" Yes yes please let me in " He rolled his eyes frown his head and was thinking
" Sorry not happening. But I'll let you know what is going to happen " He pulled up a switch and one piece of meat got attached in a hook. There were numbers down and one more switch beside it. He pressed a number 3 and 3 more meat pieces got attached. Then he pulled up the second switch and it got started.
As the thing started moving and when I realised it's an automated slaughter machine I swear I died. The way that meat was going through its end and the moment it got splattered I burst down in tears
I looked at mom and ayaan and than I just looked into his eyes which were already on me. Looked and looked too see through his soul. How dark can his soul be. How can a human do this to another human
How can he be so blinded with what he's doing. How can he be so soulless. How can he be so dark.
" They are gonna be cut in pieces. It won't be painful baby. Just a click and everything will be done. They won't even realize they're dying or maybe died. "
I looked sideways at Jay and for the first fucking time even he was scared. Scared for me. Scared for himself. Scared from him.
I know now what I have to do. I need to do this. I don't care about myself anymore. But I won't let this people get torture again and again and again for my stupid mistakes.
He raised his hand and pulled down the third switch which stopped the machine. If he just press the number 1 now my faMily will be in hooks to get slaughtered and he was about to but I placed my hand on his to stop him.
He snapped his head my way in anger " You dared stop me? " I really have no words to say. I don't know what to say. What do i say to stop him
He knew that I have no words to say. I shooked my head and my tears were unstoppable. I was having a panic attack but I controlled my breathing " Please. Please. Please rehaan. " I was chanting because my mind was out of words or voice " Please. I swear from now on I'll become your personal slave. I know you are angry. And I'm sorry. I know it doesn't mean anything when I keep on doing mistakes. Rehaan please. Please just say me what do I do. I won't hesitate even a bit for your forgiveness. You want my total submission I give you completely. You want to hear I'm yours ill sa "
He jerked my hand away in a second and pressed the number 1.
" This time I won't care about what you want and have you however I want. With your permission or without it "
I held his collar " No no no you can't do this. Rehaan you can't do this. You can't be this Soulless. Rehaan I was kidnapped. You kidnapped me what I was even supposed to do. " My voice and words we're hardly comin out " I just did what came in my mind. Rehaan please please I'm sorry please I beg you please I won't do it again. Rehaan I know you are not this bad. " I went down on my knees and continued. I joined my hands " Rehaan please I beg you. She is my mom. He is my brother. He is so small. Please please ill do anything you want just stop this please. " They were getting close and rehaan was still not moved a bit.
No reaction.
" This is all about only one thing. Fine " I removed my jacket I removed the accessories I was wearing one by one. " Just do it. Just do whatever you want. I give you my life completely. Play with it. Do whatever you want. But please leave them. Let them live. Please let them live. I will be nothing without them. I love them alot but I'll forget I ever had a family. I'll breath only for you if that's what you want. Your command will be my verdict rehaan just stop that thing. " This was all what he said he wanted from me. I'm ready to be a puppet of his. I was about to pull my top but a sound came.
A voice which rules me " Samaira " and it had stopped finally. The machine was stopped. They're safe for now at least.
Should I continue to remove my top or no. My head was cast down waiting for his next command. How did my life ended up like this. On his feet. Where did I went wrong.
There was a screeching noise and I winced a bit. He pulled a chair and settled in front of me.
He pulled my chin up through his fingers but i couldn't look in his eyes
" Look here " I had to look in his eyes and I was beyond mortified
" Please don't kill them. I'm ready to do "
" Say you're mine " Why. Why. Why. This is so not easy to say it. This is so not easy to do it. How can he do this to me. Take away my every control.
" Ok. I... I... I'm.... Yours. Now please dont kill them "
" Okay. Not killing them "
I breathed a sigh of relief and rested my head down on his lap
23 June 2019
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Fuck Me Or Fear Me
Non-FictionI suck at this so just go ahead. Basically its a story of a girl who gets kidnapped and she knows nothing except that he wants to sleep with her. She knows he wont rape her so she has a time limit to escape. Now how does she do that we need to see...
