Fuck Me Or Fear Me

10. Is he seriously going to rape me

Day 2. Morning

Wearing or using anything of his money i feel disgraced as a human. But i dont want a repeat of what happened yester night. I dont want to irk him at all and this clothes and things are just a minor hurdle from the things I'm dealing with

Choosing a simple black tee and a jeans for the day i went down for breakfast and almost took a step back to my room wen saw him already there looking oh so devilishly handsome as always. He was wearing casual clothes just a neck deep v cut tshirt and brown loose pants. Which means he is not goin office today which means more trouble for me.

After what happened yesterday it feels like digging a hole and burying myself there rather than facing him but i have to be strong. There's many more occurences to come and i hate him for that.

" Till when you will be standing there? I'm waiting " i was startled when he voiced without looking at me

I took steps towards him and replied
" you have eyes at your back too "

He looked at me and for a moment just looked at me from top to toe and said " i have eyes everywhere. You cannot hide anything from me " his double meaning sentence was making me more uncomfortable but i settled quickly.

" stop behaving like a pervert with those cheesy lines " i took some hash browns and wondered how he knew this is my favourite but obvio he knows everything. I eyed the table and there were chocolate pastries and many more things which were my faviourite.

" when it comes to you i dont know what I'm doing or saying. And after yesterday " i stopped my next bite in the middle. He really had to mention that " I'm just beguiled. You make me feel like no one can i dont know why " guys and their never walk the talk things. They just speak speak and try to flatter girls with their talks but I'm not the one who'll be trapped in it.

A new day. A new morning. A new try.

I calm myself and close my eyes and open them after gaining some patience and look at him. Anger is going to do me no good." Listen there are so many prostitutes around who are so ready to do it willingly. Why not go and do whatever the fuck you want to do with them. But leave me alone. " my voice was coming out so soft as a whisper and this almost sounded like begging to him. For the extra effect i also added " please. I'm not this kind of girl. Just let me go "

For a moment i saw something turning soft in his eyes but then he glanced at my lips and his lust was back " Give me one good reason why i shouldn't wen i can so easily have you? "

" well coz I Fucking Dont Want it " i purposely pronounced each word prolonging it to explain him the seriousness of the situation but he just smirked in return

" and i dont care "

" well you should den you bas - " i thot to myself. No anger samaira. Dont.

" Why do you even want to do it to me? There's nothing special in me. For you its just a routine fuck but for me its my everything " i quickly said.

He leaned towards me but instead of replying took my fork and and placed the food infront of my mouth telling me to eat. He noticed i have not even took one bite of my food yet.

Eating from his hands was not what i wanted so i tried to took the fork from his hand and have the food myself but he didn't let me so i opened my mouth and had my bite. He smiled and replied " let me decide you are special or not. Your virtue is your everything and that makes it more fun to take for me. It satisfies the hunger for control i have. That means i can have anything i want and you turn me on like no one has yet "

god he is a gone case

He continued feeding me and i was thinkin he conttolling my every word isnt enough already that now he is feeding me too