Fuck Me Or Fear Me

11. Taking care

Day 2. Afternoon

I can stay here forever instead of dealing with his wrath. What happened yesterday i cant do it again. It will slowly kill me if i keep doing that with him.

This will keep happening what he wants i will never want it and this debate will go on forever. He'll anger me I'll slap him punch him he'll threaten me and this will never end.

After what he asked of me for him it was nothing for him but for me it was everything. He told me its enough for him that I'm this close to him and feeling my lips on his skin is what he crave for.

I took a promise from him that henceforth he will never touch that paper and he told me that be careful not to disrespect me again. But i did. I once again did what he didn't want me to do.

God please please help me.

" samaira " i shivered from top to toe from just his voice alone which was so loud. This means he is somewhere near me.

" samaira i can check my cameras and find you in an instant but i want you out by yourself " why will i do that i thot to myself. So that you rape me.

" I'm counting till 3 and i want you in front of me till then. You know samaira i have many ways to make you come out but I dont want to do this. " his voice was still very calm which means he is damn dangerous right now and i fear the worst.

" if you don't come out till the count of three you'll see my worst then. Coz the last thing i want is you hiding from me or running away from me.  " what will be worst then you raping me.

" one " he shouted and my heartbeats started rising. If i go out he'll rape me if i dont he'll anyways find me.

" two " my heart was about to burst out of my rib cage and before he could continue i just ran upstairs and i was infront of him before he could say three.

He eyed me and was taking slow steps toward me. There was nothing except lust in his eyes for me.

" rehaan just kill me please before taking me against my will or just promise you'll kill me after raping me " i voiced and he rolled his eyes at that and stopped at a distance

" I'm not as bad as you think i am. You just anger and excite me so much at the same time that i loose control " he took one step toward me and i took a step back " I'm not going to touch you but i dont want you messing around with me " he again took a step " i just want you to bend down on your knees at my one command " again a step " i want you to take my every word as a verdict " again a step " i want you to just eat sleep think amd breathe rehaan " again a step and his words at rooted me so much in place that i didnt even realise he was this close and his hand was placed on my neck loosely like a slight warning " fuck i crave control and i want you in my control thats it. I just want you totally under my control. Just give me that and I'll be as lineant as possible "

With his every step and every words my tear were getting worse. This man is scaring me to no hell and i feel like there will be never an escape from him.

" i want to talk to my mom " i suddenly blurted and he had a questioning look on his face. He was about to deny my request but i quickly added " please let me talk to my mom and brother. I wont utter a word to them. I promise " he contemplated for some moments whether to agree on that or no.

" on one condition " no not again. I dont want to do that again just to talk to my mom. I nodded in answer.

" i dont want to have this same debate again and again with you about how wrong i am or you are not someone i want. I want you. End of discussion "