Fuck Me Or Fear Me

30. It was hard

He patted my head and played with my hair. I was all at his mercy. We all were. But no I will turn this into what I want.

I have faith in myself and my God. He won't let any bad thing happen to me. It's just a test. " I told you not to awaken this side of me. I told you to not cross your limits. You should have just come to me apologized and told the truth. I would have been angry but accepted it. I would have forgiven you. I told you I'm scared for you for the consequences " He is right. I bought this on myself. But he is wrong. He won't accept but he's wrong to think that he'll kidnap me and I won't try to run.

But things have gotten worse and I have to control it. Yes I'm terrified of him but i need to be strong for others " I was scared. I didn't knew you would have listened to me. I did what came in my mind and i accept its my fault. I should have confessed that day on the terrace. It was stupid of me to even think about planning an escape " He was caressing my hair and fuck that feels good.

He was the one causing me pain and he was the one calming me. " i thought you might do that. I knew someday you will do that. That's why i was trying to be lineant with you. I was trying for you to adjust. I was trying to warn you and seriously samaira i would've forgiven you once for planning to escape but " And he paused. The same hands which were caressing me gripped my hair and jerked my head up to look in his eyes " lying about your bleeding. I thought that was real. I was a fool to believe you and care for you. You just used my goodness. You shouldn't have lied to me. You shouldn't have planned an escape and tried to run with this fucker " I tried to come up with something. I seriously should not have lied.

" Just give me a last chance " I seriously should have tried to talk to him and worked something fucking out. But it's too late now.

We both broke our eyelock when a voice came again. It was so low that we both would've missed it if the room was not so silent. " you have abducted her y. " I realised that Jay wanted to use a bad word but stopped himself " Why wont she lie to you or plan an escape. Why wont she use you "

Jay was laid down and his eyes we're half closed. His fingers we're bleeding and resting on the floor.

Shut the f up j

" Should I show him how much you like my touches? It was this night I planned to take you right. Should I take you right here right now in front of him? " I couldn't make myself to shook my head or utter a word. This is just his jealousy. He won't do it.

Just the thought makes my bone go cold. If he did act upon this I don't know how I will be able to live with that. But he can't do this. I hope he don't.

I shake my head unable to form any words right now. Is this a nightmare which I'm not getting to be able to get up. Wont this stop at any cost. Isn't there any way out

" leave her. Be a real man and come fight with me " Jay said again. Can't he just shut up for one second. I'm trying to make things good and he is making worse.

Rehaan once again didn't ignored him and stood up and went towards him. He pulled him up from his hair and he tried to jerk it off " you want me to fight with him. You know what i will do to him will be ten times worse what they were doing  " He removed his gun and was playing with it. He roamed it all over his body threatening us  " You know i should have shoot him then remove the bullet without anesthesia then shoot him again then - "

His fingers were on the trigger and he was about to shoot it. I know he will shoot it.

But I went ahead and jerked off which made the fire bullet went up hitting god knows where

He glared at me and with one hand strangled my throat pushing me towards the glass and other with the gun he placed it on my head

For some moments I closed my eyes but then opened as there were no movements and he was looking at me. One bullet can end my life right here right now. In just some days how many times have I faced death.