Hurt

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Warning: Therapy, angst, smut/ lemon (mxm)

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True to his word Steve convinced Bruce to allow (y/n) to be his assistant. He wasn't for it at first but (y/n) was a surprisingly good assistant. She took notes without being asked, organized his things, scheduled things, she made him lunch and tea, and made sure he took care of himself all the time. She even made Tony lunch. Although (y/n) wasn't good at the whole science thing but she was very helpful and learning.

"write that down" Bruce said to (y/n) as the chemicals reacted together. "how are things going" he asked

"what do you mean?" (y/n) said she and Bruce often had small conversations while working.

"we'll, you're working now. The guys say you're improving but you still don't talk to others and you're still avoiding Tony like the black plague."

" I do talk to others. Vision, Wanda, and I always say Hi to Sam"

"what about Tony"

"Wanda and I are actually going out for lunch. I've already made yours it's in the refrigerator it's-"

"(y/n)" Bruce knew what she was doing rambling, rambling until one of them forgot the question which she did not want to answer.

"I... I hurt him. I help take his family away. I hurt him. I don't want to hurt him anymore ... he looks like Howard just like him. I hurt him too. I hurt Howard. I hurt the Stark family too much." (y/n) began to hold the clipboard to her chest and pace the floors he didn't stop her.

"He's already forgiven you Bucky as well. He doesn't trust you but he forgives you. You'd know this if you talked to him" Bruce said as she stopped and looked at him. He took the clipboard from her arm "You're done for the day. You should tell Dr. Mays how you feel about Tony. Don't bottle everything up it's bad for you, trust me I know. Now go get ready for your lunch date." (y/n) smiled and thanked Bruce as the two went their separate ways until tomorrow.

(y/n) headed to her floor grabbing her wallet, Jacket, and telling the boys she was leaving. Barging right into Steve's room no warning for anyone.

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(y/n) walked in to see Bucky on his knees naked in front of Steve his hands tied behind his back. Steve was groaning and moaning hands in Bucky's hair as he bobbed his head up and down. It took (y/n) a moment to comprehend what was actually happening by the time she did Bucky finally noticed her just standing there.

"Shit Steve you forgot to lock the door"

"what?" Steve said still in the bliss of pleasure had yet to notice her

"Steve" Bucky groaned leaning back away from his dick.

"what... shit" Steve finally noticed but (y/n) had finally got the strength to leave the room.

"WAIT" she heard Bucky shout but she was long gone.

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Not even waiting to hear what they had to say (y/n) took off to the elevator.

What the hell did she just see? NO. (y/n) did not want to think about any of it or further or remember what she saw. She had a lunch date with Wanda. Composing herself she pushed the events to the back of her head and smiled. It's okay. Nothing weird just happened. It's all okay.

"what's wrong?" Wanda had taken (y/n) to a small diner not to for from the tower. It was cute a retro. They were half way through lunch when Wanda finally decided to comment on (y/n) noticeably changed behavior." You've been out of it since we left the tower. Did you here what I just said?"

"You said 'Tony and Bruce should get over it and f each other in the a-word"

"okay so you did hear me. What's wrong (y/n)?" Wanda reached across the table and took (y/n)'s hand. She sighed she didn't want to tell Wanda but if she didn't say anything the scarlet witch would have just dip into her head.

"I... I saw Bucky and Steve doing something. It felt familiar. hurt and kind of of happy but also like I shouldn't have been watching. I-I don't know - I just... maybe I should just let them be. yeah, I'll just leave them alone. It's none of my business anyways. Wow you're very good at this Wanda maybe you should be my Therapist"

Wanda stared at her blankly all she said was "what's wrong?" and (y/n) just talked herself into feeling somewhat better. "Yeah, um, anytime".

After lunch the girls return to the tower and went their separate ways promising another lunch outing.

"hey (y/n)" she jumped with a startle to see Tony standing behind her "sorry didn't mean to scare you"

"It's okay. I actually wanted to talk to you" the tow began to stroll down the halls. "I ... I remember that n ight but nothing before it. But I... that night hearing his name I felt - I - he was familiar he brought back feelings. And seeing you brought back the same feelings. But you're not Howdy. I'd like for us to go out to lunch so maybe you can jog my memory with yours."

"we knew two entirely different men I telling you now. Lunch does sound does sound nice" not knowing what to do after (y/n) just smiled and awkwardly waved at Tony. He chuckled as she ran away " she's not so bad"

"I'm still mad about my chin"

"Clint, get out of the air vents."

As the elevator dinger (y/n) stuck her head out and made sure the coast was clear than took off running towards her bed room and locking herself in.

Sitting on the couch Bucky and Steve watched the whole thing. Steve turned to Bucky "I don't think she likes us anymore" he said pouting a bit

"nah, she'll come around"

"really?!"

"no, we've got to talk to her."


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