Sad Supernatural Imagines

#94 Dean - I Missed You, Dean

Request for @SangbooAndYoonButt. I hope this is what you asked for! I did use Dean instead of Cas, so I hope this is okay.

Y/N p.o.v:

You've been gone for almost 7 months now. You don't know who took you. It's been hard. You miss Dean. He's probably working his ass off trying to find you. It's probably close to impossible considering it's been months and he still hasn't found you. You're beaten to a puppy daily, but you can't see who is torturing you because they put a bag over your head. All they have given you to eat was a few slices of bread and some water around 3 times a week. You feel weak as hell. Whoever captured you can heal you so it's either a witch, demon, or angel. Unless there's another monster that you can't think of that heals. Whoever hurts you doesn't talk though. They don't ask questions. They're a sick monster if they do this for fun. You screamed as they burned you. You gave up not giving them the satisfaction of your pain a long time ago. Once they stopped you gasped. Tears fell down your cheeks.
'God, please... Just give Dean some clue as to where I am. I don't know how much longer I can take this.' You prayed.

Dean's p.o.v:

It's been 7 months and still no luck. I've been going crazy, insane. Even Cas can't find Y/N. I slammed the book shut and threw it across the bunker. I've been trying to find a better tracking spell to find Y/N because the other ones I've found haven't worked. Whoever took Y/N is good, but little to they know I will find her. Sam looked up at me with sympathy.
"Dean-" I gave him a look that made him shut his mouth real quick. I got up and walked to my room to cool down. Ever since Y/N had been kidnapped, I've been getting angry at the littlest things. She was what kept me from bursting, but now that she's gone, my anger is through the roof. I paced around my room with my fingers to my temples.
"She's okay. She's okay. We'll find her. I'll find her. She's okay. She isn't dead. She isn't dead." I chanted. I've had to keep repeating this to myself these last few months because if I don't, I fell as if I'd give up. I will kill every single fucking monster out there if that means I'll find Y/N. No one gets away with something like this. No one.

Sam's p.o.v:

I sighed as I watched Dean retreat to his room to calm his nerves. He's been getting more and more angry and it's worrying me. I placed my head in my hands and took a deep breath. We both have been staying up trying to figure out how in the hell we're gonna find Y/N. It's taken a toll on Dean and even me. But for him, it's worse. Cas has recruited angels that are willing to help and even Crowley is helping. Crowley has grown on both Dean and I. We didn't have to make any deals or anything. We had Garth get some werewolves and other hunters in on the search party. I lifted my head up and saw Cas standing in front of me. I stood up with wide eyes. Cas just shook his head. I groaned and sat back down.
"How is-" I interrupted him.
"Worse. His anger is going to get him killed. That man in that room is not Dean. However, if I were in his place... I'd be like that too." I said. Cas sighed. We needed to get Y/N back fast before Dean was going to do something stupid.

Dean's p.o.v:

I sat down on my bed with my head in my hands as tears pooled into them. I missed Y/N. Suddenly, a girl with burns popped into my head. She was so skinny. She had a back over her head and she was in chains. There was a man that was burning her. He smiled as she screamed.
"Please! Just kill me. I can't take this anymore!" She yelled. It sounded like Y/N. Then, it changed to an abandoned cabin. Why did that cabin look so familiar? It had symbols all over the outside. All of a sudden, everything was gone. I looked up and I was back to reality. I jumped up and ran out of my room. I skidded to a stop as I saw Sam and Cas talking. Sam looked up at me just like Cas did.
"Dean? What is it?" Sam asked, concerned. Cas moved closer just a little to listen to what I had to say. I panted as I was put of breath.
"Y/N. Cabin. Bobby's. Torture. Gotta go!" I said breathlessly. I ran out with my keys and out of the bunker to Baby. I jumped in and started the car. I honked for Sam and Cas to come out here. They can out running and got in.
"Dean, you're making-" I stepped on the gas and sped out of there.
"Shut up, Sam! I know what I'm doing!" I yelled. Sam looked back at Cas with sorry.
"Dean, we should have back up." Cas said. I growled and went faster.
"Then get your angels and meet me there. Call Crowley too." I said through my teeth. Sam took out his phone as Cas flew away.

Y/N p.o.v:

You felt so weak. You waited for whoever took you to heal you, but it was taking longer than usual. It was like they weren't going to heal you this time. You heard a familiar rumble of a car. It sounded like the impala. You smiled underneath the bag.
"You're so screwed." You laughed. Suddenly, you heard someone chanting. Once they finished, they grabbed something and then stabbed you in the stomach just as the door burst open. You gasped. You heard shots being fired, but they were drowned out by the ringing in your ears. The bag over your head was thrown off and someone grabbed your face softly. Dean... The chains disappeared and you fell into whoever was in front of you.
"Y/N! Oh, my God. Cas, heal her!" Dean yelled. You smiled.
"Hi, Dean." You gasped. Dean looked down at you with tears streaming down his face.
"Dean, I-I can't. That witch casted a spell on her." Cas said. Dean didn't look away from you for a second.
"It's okay, Dean. It's okay." You whispered. You feebly lifted your hand to wipe away his tears.
"I love you, Y/N." Dean cried brokenly. You felt your own tears slip out of your eyes with a quivering smile.
"I love you too." You whispered before grunting in pain. You were slipping away. You could feel it.
"You can go, Y/N. It's okay. I'll be okay." Dean said. You pulled him down and kissed him before taking your last breath.

Crowley's p.o.v:

This was hard to watch. The Winchester's and Y/N, even though she was considered a winchester too, had grown on to me. She meant something to me just as much as she meant something to Sam, Cas, and Dean. I internally groaned before snapping my fingers and watching as Y/N came back. I wasn't about to torture myself by watching as Dean slowly killed himself.

Dean's p.o.v:

I held Y/N close as I sobbed into her neck. I didn't care that I was being watched. I heard a snap of fingers and heard Y/N cough. I looked at her and then up at Sam. His eyes were wide and glistening with tears. I looked at Cas and saw his eyes glossed over. My eyes darted to Crowley and I saw him smiling. I nodded my head towards him as a thank you and looked down at Y/N with a smile. She was staring at me with a smile.
"I'm back, Dean." She said. I laughed as more tears fell and crushed her to my body. I wouldn't ever let her out of my sight again.

A/N:

So many POVs