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I woke up super early to take my medications.
I don't even know why im taking them. 
I went to the kitchen to get some water to take my pill.
As I was bout to take it, I find a stack of paper on the table.
I went to go read them.
As I read them I became shocked and dissapointed.
I rushed into the bedroom  and slapped Abel with the paper as I began to sob.
Huh, what, what's wrong baby!? Abel shot up.
So you didn't wanna tell me I had a miscarriage!!? 
I didnt want to hurt you...
Well you hurt me! By hiding it from me... How long was you gonna hide this from me Abel !?
I-...
I rushed out the room and sat on the couch to cry .
I went to the bathroom and threw the papers in the toilet knowing it wasn't going to flush. 
I became very depressed, not talking to abel for hours ,it was hard but I had to train myself .

  I became very depressed, not talking to abel for hours ,it was hard but I had to train myself

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I got in my car and left off once Abel went to sleep. 
I drove off crying and crying, I drove around the city all day till night time came and I drove by a club .
I went inside to get a drink and get my mind off things.
Hello I'm tierra, I'll be serving you tonight, what would you like?
Lemme get a margarita.
Sure. 
I got my drink .
Suddenly a guy came up to me, he was Carmel like Abel, tall and sexy as fuck.

I wanted to hurt Abel, like he hurt me so I began to talk to him

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I wanted to hurt Abel, like he hurt me so I began to talk to him. 
Wassup little Mama. 
Hi.  I smiled  . I knew what I was doing and I honestly didn't care. Abel fucked Bella behind my back so I think I'll be petty Hannah tonight and do the same. 
You should come to my crib .
Bet!
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We was at his house, it was so big . He had an indoor pool and hot tub. A bar, 5 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms. 
This is so beautiful !
Thanks! Wanna drink. 
Sure . I walked towards him and sat down. 
Cheers. 
Cheers!
My phone began to rang, it was Abel I declined it but he kept calling me so I just turned my phone off and slipped it in my purse. 
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It had been 4 mins before we had got wasted.
I looked down at his pants. 
He had a big boner. 
Mmm looks like your big boy is woke. 
Oh shit, I'm sorry about that. 
No it's okay . I moved his hand out the way and unzipped his pants.
I did what I had to do. 
I knew I was doing a good job when his eyes rolled to the back of his head.
Ughh you bad girl. 
He reached back and smacks my ass. 
I let out a whimper. 
Get up baby. 
He grabbed my hand and guided me to the back, in his big room.  
He laid me down and pulled my clothes off .
I bit my lip .
Fuck baby .
Call me daddy. 
Yes daddy. 
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The next morning I woke up in his king sized bed. 
His house was so beautiful. 
I turned on my phone and had 20 missed calls. 
10 from Abel and 10  from my mom. 
Wassup beautiful.
I jumped as he walked in
Damn did I scare you lil mama. He laughed. 
Nah . I put on a fake smile.
I wanted to go home now , I felt uncomfortable. 
I went in the kitchen to let him know. 
I was shocked at what I seen.  Him shirtless


Hey babygirl.  He smiles as he pours his drink.
Hey um, I have to go now. 
Why.  He comes closer to kiss on my neck.
I just have to, I'm sorry. I push him away, grab my things and walk out.
I drove off and called Abel.
Hey baby where have you been, I was worried about you!
I'm sorry . I began to cry.
What's wrong Hannah?
I'll talk to you when I get home baby, don't leave please. 
..okay . Abel was so confused
As I hung up I called my bestfriend Dimond..
Hey bestfriend!
Hey Dime, can I come talk to you about something. 
Of course bestie, I'll be here. 
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I pulled up to Dimonds home. 
I walked inside since I had my own key. 
Hey baby what's wrong, sit down.
I did something real stupid. I continued to cry.
Calm down bestfriend , what happened ?
Me and Abel went to vacation and I had an accident, I fell down the steps and it killed my baby , I didn't know at the time but Abel did and he was hiding it from me. I found out when I saw papers on the counter so I got upset with him and went out and met a guy and he fucked me at his house and now I feel like a bitch cause Abel has been so good to me.
Baby it's okay look, we all make bad choices. Just talk to him, the worst thing he could do is leave you , but it won't hurt to try okay.
You just had a lot on your mind and didn't know how to deal with the lost of your unborn baby so it's okay...
When you go home, talk to him and explain it to him and if he leaves to so what. 
I really love him though so it would be hard for me, if he leaves.
It will be alright I promise you that.
Okay, thank you dime.
No problem 
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I got in the car and drove to my house..i arrived,  I was shaking. I was scared to talk to him because I was scared he might hurt me or leave me.
 

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