Wanting a life change! Book One

BELLA COMES FACE TO FACE WITH THE PAST

bpov

My mind was going around in circles trying to get ahold of what I remember. I looked at my phone. I understand what started it all that I could not let no one in. I got up and was pacing in the room.

I walked over to the window and looked out. What I saw made me back up against the wall in shock.

You really gotta be kidding me. Laurent brought me here, of all places here!

Where I lost my big brother, where I made my choice to protect him, so they him or no one else got hurt. But most of all where Randy died!

I finally call Edward but I knew I had to make it short because I did not know when anyone would come back.

Epov

We were in small groups like before going to the camp, but it felt like it taking forever ever to get there.

My phone started to vibrate and I stopped and took it out. Bella was calling me.

"Bella you alright?" I could hear her heart beating a fast and breathing is a heavy.

"Edward, I remember almost everything. I know why it was so hard to let you in. I understand now. Oh Edward Ran..."

I could hear Bella start to cry. "Bella it's alright, I'm coming!" She took a deep breath.

"Edward, I'm at the place where I went to summer camp at. But I don't know why."

"I know Bella. I talked to Charlie. Don't worry he doesn't know."

She breath a sigh of relief. I was so frustrated that I could not be there to hold her.

"Edward I better go just in case someone comes, please hurry, I love you. And Edward I promise I'll tell you everything!"

I felt tears start to fall from my eyes. "I coming as fast as I can. I love you to more than you'll ever know Bella."

She was gone. It was so good to hear her voice. I called everyone and let them know that she called and confirmed what I was thinking and where she was.

Bpov

I feel lost right now. I slid down the wall. I took my hands and ran them through my hair in frustration. I wanted to scream but I couldn't. All I could think about is Randy and how I wished Edward was here holding me in his arms.

I think back to the day I had to let Randy go to protect him and it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. Then he made me promise never to change who I was.

I almost threw that promise out the door all because I could not remember. Tears started to fall from my eyes. Why did Randy have to die? I buried my face in my hands and pulled my knees up and wrapped my arms around them and just laid my head down on them.

"I'M SO SORRY, I ALMOST BROKE MY PROMISE TO YOU BIG BROTHER, I WAS SO STUPID. I HOPE WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU CAN JUST FORGIVE ME!

I feel something cold on my arm. "There's nothing to forgive you for little sis." I about screamed and jumped out of my skin when I heard that.

I instantly got up and went to a different part of the room, because I knew in the back of my mind Randy was gone.

"I didn't mean to scare you, but it made me sad to hear you fight with yourself like that and I could not take it no more. Plus everyone else is gone right now."

I looked carefully and him it was the disfigured person. He had red eyes. This can't be. Is all I kept saying.

"I know this is all a shock for you." I see him try to get closer, I then think about my wound and yell at him.