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Evan's POV

"Evan?" Connor says, weakly.

"Hey, how's it going?" I ask, standing awkwardly in the doorway.

"Well, it's going," he smiles. "How do you know I was here?"

"I was at the orchard when, uh, you know, and I called the ambulance," I explain.

"Oh," he says. "Thank you."

"Connor, I'm so sorry, I have to be honest." Connor looks worried. "I still l-"

Jared bursts through the door. "Babe, are you okay?!" His expression changes to disgust. "Why is he here?"

"I was just leaving," I say, quietly, pushing out of the door. I settle back into the plastic chair, bored again. After a few minutes, Jared crashes out of the door.

"This is your fault, Evan!" Jared screams, people stare.

"How is it-"

"You were there, Evan! You could have saved him!!"

"He's not d-" I try to speak.

"He's hu-"

"Fuck you, Jared!" I hear myself yell. Jared runs outside. I need some air so I follow him. I stand with my back leaned against the wall of the building.

"Fuck you, too, Evan," Jared says calmly, I watch a tear slip down his face. "He's still in
love with you. He just broke up with me. I know he still loves you, he didn't even need
to say a thing."

"Jared..."

"It's true. Go in and see him, please."

"Can we still be friends?" I ask, hopefully.

"I think so. Once we're both better," he directs a sad smile at me.

"Yeah, once we're both better," I smile back, and push back through the hospital doors. I take a tissue from the front desk, wiping the dried mud from my face. I open Connor's door. He has tears in his eyes, but smiles at me anyway. "I'm so sorry," I say.

"Me too... for everything, I'm not even going to college," he says, and I smile, sadly. "But, Evan, I still love you, I think I always will, but-"

"Will we date again?" I ask, then I panic. Evan. why the fuck would you say that? "I'm sorry that was insensitive as heck." I stare, blushing at my feet.

"I don't think we can until we're both okay mentally, so not yet," he smiles softly.

"Not yet," I repeat. And everything's okay.

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i'm so sorry that this is a rly rly short end chapter and it's rly rly shitty i lost my plan (well i forgot to take it out of my jeans that got washed) so i didn't have all my details sorryyyyyy THE END... wow this is shitty

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