Love or Hate- A Jyrus Fanfic

KNOW.

I yawned as my eyes slowly opened as the sun rays broke past the blinds, landing upon my face. Not wanting to get up and leave the safety of my bed. Life just seemed...seemed so much more difficult. It felt so much more different... so much more foreign. Just last month lt like I was eating at the spoon with Buffy and Andi, drooling over Jonah. Definitely not the complicated mess it is today. I just felt conflicted. Conflicted about Jonah, conflicted about my life...Conflicted about me.

Pushing past the mess of emotions I was feeling, I got up and walked towards the bathroom, getting ready. Today was going to be a long day, I thought to myself. But what day wasn't long anymore. Every day felt like a year, every minute like a month. Every step felt like a marathon, every breath feeling like I was suffocating.

Opening my door, I was confronted by a phantom of cold air, bitting my skin through the thick hoodie I was wearing. Walking to school, I spotted Buffy, who preceded to walk up to me.

"Hey." She greeted.

"Good Morning." I greeted back.

The rest of the walk was silent. Neither of us wanted to participate in a conversation. If Andi were here... I completely forgot about Andi.

"Hey, Buffy?" I asked, trying to get her attention."

"Ya." She said, still looking down at her phone.

"Do you think I was too hard on Andi." I asked.

"Well, maybe a little." She started quietly, now knowing whether I would agree with her. "Just apologize to her, I'm sure she'll understand. Andi doesn't hold grudges." She finished.

"I don't know, I said some pretty mean things." I said

"Well hey, apologizing won't make it any worse." Buffy said, putting up a good point.

"I don't know, but I'll try." I said, smiling at the end, but still not fully convinced.

Reaching school, I pushed open the doors, the familiar smell of body odor and different passing over me. Pushing past hordes of students, I searched for Andi. Turning the corner, I spotted her talking with another student. Walking closer, I saw who this mysterious figure was. "Universe, you really are a Bitch, you know that." I thought, seeing that this figure was none other than Jonah.

Not wanting to jump into the conversation unknowingly, I stopped about midway, just enough to make out what they were saying.

"If this is about Cyrus, I already told you that he's mine." I heard Jonah say annoyed.

Hearing this I took a retake. Why was Jonah telling that to Andi? Didn't she already know that we were dating? Or that we might be dating. I really don't know anymore.

"No, No, it's not about that." Andi said reassuringly.

"It's something important. A lot more important." she continued, struggling to get the words out.

I stepped in, knowing Andi wouldn't be able to tell him.

"What Andi's trying to say is that... is that she's expecting." I said, trying to find the right words.

"What she expecting?" Jonah asked confused.

"Jonah, Andi's expecting a Baby." I said, trying to be as upfront as possible.

He still looked confused. I sware, Jonah is probably the most obvious person I know.

"Andi is pregnant. Jonah, you're the father." I said, not able get any more direct.

Jonah looked shocked, unable to process the current situation. He almost seemed on the edge of Hyperventilating.

"I, I need to go." He managed to get out before quickly turning and walking away towards the bathroom.

Hearing soft whimpers and sniffles behind me, I turned around to see Andi, watery-eyed with tears running down her cheeks.

"I guess I'm going to do this by myself." Andi said, looking down towards her feet.

"You'll never be alone." I said pulling her into a hug. "We'll get through this, me Buffy, and Jonah will come around."

Pulling apart, she asked "So, I guess you forgive me now?"

"Actually, I was hoping that you'd forgive me." I started. "Andi, you didn't deserve what I said. With everything going on and-" I continued before being cut off.

"Why don't we forget it ever happened. We got better things to do than spend a eternity apologizing." She said.

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I feel like this chapter was really bad but at least I got it out. PS-I defenetly done and failed my bio test.

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