Searching For My Future Husband [COMPLETED]

Chapter 42 - Home Sweet Home

I like you,and I don’t mean as a friend.

I like you,and I don’t mean as a friend.

I like you,and I don’t mean as a friend.

I like you,and I don’t mean as a friend.

I like you,and I don’t mean as a friend.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!

Pa'ulit ulit ulit ulit ulit talaga? >//<

Ang epal naman kase ng Dylan na to kung ano anong pinag sasa'sabi pag nakaka'inom eh. Ang laki tuloy ng epekto sakin, Tsk. Pinag linis niya pa ko ng suka niya!!!! At eto pa malupet sinukahan niya ko! Eer. >_<

Hindi ko pinansin buong araw si Dylan habang nasa tour kami. Buti na lang talaga at Last day na...

Pumunta kami ng Kamay ni Hesus sa Lucban Quezon, tapos puro na kami free time.

Hindi din ako sumama mag pool naka kulong lang ako sa kwarto. Umiiwas lang talaga ako...

At eto na uuwi na kami .. katabi ko siya sa bus...

Na una akong umakyat ng bus para ako sa may bintana.. sabay tumabi na siya...

"Uhm Mira..."

"Ba-bakit?" na alala niya kaya yung kahindik hindik na nanyari kagabi?

"Sorry..."

Ohmy! Na alala niya?

"Ayos lang..." sagot ko. 

"Ano bang nanyare kagabi? Ang alam ko lang I threw up sabi kase ni Christian.."

WOah!

Buti na lang at hindi niya na'alala! Thank God!

“Forget about it, it wasn’t a big deal.It cleaned right up.”

"“What cleaned right up?”

"Yu-yung vomit."

“Did I break something?”

“No! You didn’t break anything. You just, kind of, you know ...”

"Ano?"

"Wala."

"May nanyare ba? Nasukahan ko ba yung damit mo?"

“It was on the floor. And my legs. Just a little bit!” I add, seeing the horrified expression on his face.

“I vomited on your legs?” gulat na gulat niyang tanong.

“It’s okay! Baka ganun din ang ginawa ko pag .. ako yung nalasing...”

The words are out before I have a chance to stop them. And I was trying so hard not to mention it. His face is pained, but he passes by this subject to one equally excruciating.

“Did I ...Did I say anything peculiar to you? That night?”

Uh-oh.

“Peculiar?”

“It’s just ... I only vaguely remember being in our room. But I could have sworn we had a conversation about . . . something.”

My heart beats faster, and it’s hard to breathe. He remembers. Sort of. What does that mean? What should I say? 

“About what?”

He’s uncomfortable. “Did I say anything odd about . . . our friendship?”

And there it is.

“Or my girlfriend?”

And there that is.

I take a long look at him. 

I keep my face blank but sincere. “No. We talked about your mom. That’s all.”

It’s the right answer.

He looks relieved.

Phew! Buti na lang naniwala siya.

Buong byahe kaming hindi nag usap. Iniwasan ko na ring makatulog baka kase maka'sandal pa ko sa balikat niya....

Umuulan buong byahe kaya hirap na hirap akong labanan yung antok ko... but I survived naman.

Pag dating namin doon ay wala pa sila Anna kaya inantay pa namin sila.

The rain has stopped, and Christian kicks a puddle in Dylan's direction.

Dylan laughs and says something that makes them both laugh even harder.

Suddenly I register that Dylan is taller than Josh.

Much taller.

Perfect na perfect ang katawan niya...

“Jeez, stare much?” sabi bigla ng nasa likod ko.

“What?” tinignan ko kung sino , si Denille pala.

Pero hindi ako yung pinagsasabihan niya si Anna..

"Eh namiss ko tong si Bhie eh!" sabay lumapit siya kay Dylan at niyakap siya.

Bigla naman akong nahiya sa ginawa ko... bakit ko ba kase tinititigan tong si Dylan?

May boyfriend na ko.... dapat behave lang ako.....

Tumingin ako sa paligid.... asan na si Vince?

"Wala siya busy" sinagot na agad ni Denille yung tanong ko kahit hindi ko pa naman ito sinasabi.

Bigla akong nalungkot sa sinabi niya...

"Ah. Sige uwi na tayo" sabi ko sabay hila ng maleta ko.

Sayang hindi ko makikita ngayon si Vince.. miss na miss ko pa man din siya...

Pag dating  ko ng dorm ay humiga na ko agad after kong mag shower...

Napagod ako sa byahe.... 

Naisip ko bigla si Dylan... pati na rin si Anna...

It’s better this way. It is.

I realize that I’m glad na nakita ko silang mag kasama.

It’s actually a relief. There are few things worse than having feelings for someone you shouldn’t, and I don’t like where my thoughts were headed.