Conflicted By Life (BLITZ) (sillylittlerhymes)

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Conflicted By Life


My heart is hurting

My head conflicted

Conflicted by pros and cons

Conflicted by words and actions

Actions that made me disappointed

Actions that made me fall

Fall for you

Fall away

Away from your heart

Away from doubt

Doubt that I am enough

Doubt that you care

Care for me as I you

Care about anyone but you

You, with words so beautiful

You, with a mind so strong

Strong enough to lock me out

Strong to not need anyone

Anyone in your life is hassle

Anyone can cause you pain

Pain like before

Pain that caused fear

Fear lies in me too

Fear of failing

Failing again as a partner

Failing at love

Love wasn't enough

Love couldn't hold

Hold my family together

Hold me closely now

Now that I am sad

Now that I am weak

Weak to still want you

Weak to want to try

Try to fix this

Try to break the silence

Silence is so loud

Silence tells me it all

All that I need to know

All I can do is look forward

Forward to a better time

Forward to someone

Someone who makes this small

Someone who helps me grow

Grow into a better person

Grow into my life

Life is so short

Life goes so quick

Quick

Short

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