Jerrie's Adoption Story

Chapter 36

Jade's POV

I fall asleep in Perrie's arms holding me tight. Earlier I had harmed myself again.. and it wouldn't stop. I freaked out because while a part of me was hoping that maybe it'd kill me, another part of me was like "well what about Perrie and Zoey?" It's awful. The battle I have with myself.

I wake up to Leigh and Jess shaking me. I groan and cuddle further into Perrie. She's very warm. "Jade wake up!" Leigh whisper shouts at me. "No" I see Jess attempting to wake Perrie but she's not doing too well with that. "We have an interview to get to girls, get up!" Jess tells us sternly. Perrie and I both ignore her and just hold on to each other tighter.

  I hear a smacking sound and then it registers to me that the smack was landed on my bum! "Ouch!" I whine. Perrie bolts up, "What did you just do to her!?" She shouts. She looks down at me worried, I pout and stick my lip out. "Who done it!?" She looks between the two. Leigh points at Jess and Jess raises her hands in surrender while laughing. "I knew that'd get you up" she keeps laughing. "Get out so we can get ready" Perrie says pointing at the door. "Aww we love you too Pez" they say playfully before walking out.

  As soon as the door closes Perrie's at my side, "Are you Alright?" I giggle at her protectiveness. "I'm fine Pez" I assure her and give her a small kiss. "Shall I kiss it better?" She winks at me. I remember that's what she said last time before we almost had sex, 'Almost' What a shame. "Would you please?" I pout. Her eyes turn a shade darker while I bite my lip.

  She quickly grabs me and lays me down gently on the bed. Oh here we go! It's about time! She kisses my neck until she finds my weak spot. I moan and grip onto her shoulders like my life depended on it. Her hands go under my shirt, I'm getting very impatient so I just throw the shirt over my head. "Someone's needy" She laughs as she caresses the bare skin of my torso. "Perrie please" I beg her.

  She sucks on my collarbone, "What do you want baby?" I feel her smirk against my skin. "Please just f-" "GET YOUR HORNY ASSES OUT HERE!" Jess yells through the door. "Damn it! We always get interrupted!" Perrie groans and lays on my bed next to me while I catch my breath. "Fucking cockblock" I mumbled under my breath angrily.

  "Don't make me come in there and separate you horny bastards!" Leigh says. I throw my head back and walk to the door. "Jade!" Perrie calls out to get my attention. I turn to her and she throws me a shirt. My cheeks heat up when I realize I didn't have a shirt on. She just smiles and walks into the bathroom.

  I open the door and I see a smirking Leigh and Jess. "What?" I snap. "Jeez calm down. Not my fault you want to be fucked" Jess jokes. I'm about sick of her bringing that up! "Stop it" I whine. "Jess stop it!" Leigh defends me. I give a cheeky smirk at Jess because Leigh took my side. She rolls her eyes playfully and pushes me into the room. "Now get dressed. We don't have all day" she tells me. "Alright alright!" I say. They walk out and I change into some casual clothes.

I knock on the bathroom door to see if Perrie's still in there, "Jade?" She questions. "Yeah it's only me" I say opening the door. When I do she points to the counter telling me to sit there. I do as told and I look at her confused, "I thought you told me last night you gave me all your 'items'" She says in a calm but stern way. Oh shit! "I- well.. I forgot about that one" I stammer an excuse. "Don't pull that bullshit with me Jade." I gulp and look at her with innocent eyes, "I'm sorry.." I say quietly and lower my head in shame.

After a long pause of silence, "Look at me" She says gently. I do what she says and look at her. I see unshed tears in her eyes but she's trying to be strong, "I want what's best for you. Come here" she points to the spot in front of her. When I get to where she wants me she takes my hand in hers. She hands me the small razor I had hidden, "flush it" she tells me. "But I-" "Jade." "Can't you just do it?" I ask pulling away. She pulls me back to her, "it won't have as much of an effect. Jade, baby please listen to me" I look into her tear filled eyes and it breaks my heart, "Okay" I whisper.