Jerrie's Adoption Story

Chapter 37

Jade's POV

  As I sit in Perrie's lap holding onto her tightly crying I apologize profusely. She rocks us back and forth to calm me, "shh baby. It's over now" she says softly as she rubs my unprotected bum. It's the first time I've ever been spanked and let me tell you, I don't ever want it again!

  It was going half way decent until my pants were taken down. I'm not crying so much about the pain, it does hurt but, I'm more bothered over the fact I upset Perrie and the girls. I need to talk to them.

  It's Perrie's first time in the whole spanking scene, but man she knew what she was doing. "I'm sorry" I say once again. "It's alright my love" she kisses my temple. She wipes my tears and smiles at me sweetly, "I love you Jade" I smile right back at her, "I love you Perrie" I close my eyes and savor her lips on mine.

  I'm still in Perrie's arms but I shift a little because my bum is bothering me. I come in contact with Perrie's leg and it hurts like hell! "Ouch!" I mumbled, "here baby" she lays me down on the bed on my stomach. She lifts my shirt a little since it's long it covers my bum, I feel her soft delicate hands touch it gently. This probably seems so strange. But no matter how odd it may be it makes it feel ten times better.

  After awhile Perrie's phone rings. She gets up to answer it. "Hello?" She carries on with the conversation but I pay no attention to it I rather lay here in silence and think about what to say to the girls. I just know they're disappointed in me, they even told me. I don't like disappointing the people I care about because it's just upsetting to think about.

  When Perrie hangs up I look over at her. "It was the twins. We made plans next week, they leave tomorrow." She tells me. I give a small nod and look down. "What's wrong baby?" She asks concerned. "I-I need to talk to the girls" I say sadly. "Why? Are you alright?" She questions. "I'm fine babe. I just...need to apologize to them too" I say timidly. I hope they forgive me and aren't mad. I don't even know what to say.

  Perrie walks over to me and hugs me tight. "Yeah, they were worried" she tells me. "How do you know?" I ask her. "They called whenever you left their room" she says, makes sense. I slowly nod. "Are they mad?" I ask worried. "No baby. Just a bit upset and confused but not mad" I frown, "might as well be mad" she smiles at me sadly as she pulls back. "Well babe, you've got to get some pants on first" she throws me the jeans I had on earlier. "Can I have sweatpants instead?" I ask shyly. "Why- Ohh of course babe" she throws me a pair and I quickly put them on.

  As I'm about to go to the girls room I look over at Perrie who's sitting on the bed with her phone. "..you're not coming too?" I ask silently. "Do you want me to?" She asks, I quickly nod and she chuckles a bit before getting up. As we walk to our fellow band mates room I grow increasingly nervous. Perrie must have noticed because she gave my hand a reassuring squeeze, glad we aren't in public.

  We knocked on the door and Jess answers this time. "Hey girls" she greets us. We slowly walk in and Perrie goes over to Leigh and gives her a hug while a stand in the doorway as if these people haven't been my best friends for years. "Jade babe, what's wrong?" Jess asks me when she realized I'm not hugging them and saying my hellos. I say nothing because I turn all shy, "Jade baby.." Perrie comes over to me and rubs soothing circles on my back.

Perrie must have taken the hint I don't know how to start and I'm nervous because she starts me off by, "Jade has something she wants to say. She's just a bit uneasy right now" the two nod understandably and lead us to the living room.

Everyone sits while I stay standing fiddling with my fingers. "Jade love, what is it? You're worrying us" Leigh starts standing up to come over to me. "I.. umm I just wanted to say sorry" I mumbled quietly. "What?" Jess says loudly. "I'm sorry" I say with a little more volume.