Jerrie's Adoption Story

Chapter Twelve

Jade's POV

   I woke up today to Perrie yelling that Zoey was missing. Great way to wake up right. Last night she told me her feelings towards me and I've never felt happier. It was like someone released a zoo in my stomach, no butterflies it was a damn zoo.

   Today's been wild. Zoey got in trouble, even I got in trouble. I think it's safe to say, dominate Perrie is hot! 'What the hell Jade!?' I curse at myself. But then I remember that she said she's in love with me, and clearly I'm in love with her too. So it's not wrong for me to think that, right? If it is then oh well.

   It's about time for dinner but ever since I've read those comments with all the hate I can't bring myself to eat, as I should at least; Perrie made me eat a little last night, but it wasn't a lot. "Jadey babe come on, it's time to eat" I hear the voice of an angel call. I can't help but smile. But it falters when I realize what she said. "Oh I'm not hungry" I say back. It's not long before I hear footsteps coming towards my room.

   Soon the door opens to reveal Perrie standing there with her hands on her hips, looking unamused. "Oh no you don't. You will be going down there with Zoey and I.. and you WILL eat. And if i have to drag you out of here by your ear... you will be in trouble." She warns with authority in her voice. I smirk and walk over to her "and what do you think you'll do?" I ask her. "You don't want to know, so get your ass down there or it'll be sore" she tells me as if it's casual. I shiver at her words and follow her downstairs. Once I sit at the table I hear Zoey begin to talk to me, "Hey Mommy, is your bum sore from where Mommy Pez spanked it!? Are you still in trouble" she says laughing while I blush and look down. "Well if I'm correct yours was pretty sore after Mommy Jade spanked it not too long ago, I'm sure you wouldn't want that to happen again" Perrie says to her. Zoey quickly apologies.

   I've been picking at my food forever now only taking three bites. Zoey and Perrie's already finished and Zoey went to go play. "Jade, come with me please" I hear Perrie say. I get up and she grabs my hand and leads me upstairs. "Perrie please I swear I'll eat" trying to pull away. "I know you will. Now shut up and follow me" I do as told. And she leads me to her closet, in front of her full body mirror.

   "Look in this mirror. What do you see?" She asked me. I laugh not understanding the point in this. "I see myself and you" she shakes her head. "No. Forget that I'm even here. What do you see in yourself" I shrug and begin to mutter something to myself. "What was that?" I hear Perrie. "Jadey I need you to tell me" "I don't know Perrie. When I look at myself... I remember everything they say about me. How I act out too much. How I have a flat chest. No ass whatsoever. And then I see everything I notice so easily. I see my normal brown eyes. My ugly,annoying hair. My stupid smile. I feel overweight. I feel like my body is hideous... I don't like my body or anything about myself" I tell her quietly.

   I see her clench her fist in frustration. Next thing I know she's pulling my shirt over my head "Perrie what are you doing?" I ask. "Shh just listen" she pulls my pants off next. She looks at my body from head to toe, biting her lip. I blush and try to cover myself up. She takes my hands and puts them to my sides. "Don't cover yourself up baby. You're beautiful and I can't get enough of you. She puts her hand on my face and looks at me. "You have the most precious face I've ever seen. Your eyes, I get lost in them every time I look at you. And your smile, baby it brightens my world" she says and then runs her fingers through my hair "and I'm so jealous of your hair, I think it's perfect" she trails her hands down to my stomach "and I NEVER want to hear you say you're overweight or any of that shit because you're absolutely perfect to me. You're probably underweight to be fair..." she begins to trail off towards the end muttering something under her breath something about a baby, but I'm not too sure "what'd you say?" I ask her. She turns a bright red and says nothing. "I appreciate it Pez I really do but you don't have to say anymore, I get it you don't like the way I think of myself" I say ashamed. "You think that's the only reason I'm doing this? No, because I love you and I want you to know all the different reasons and I want you to understand." She tells me truthfully. "Now as I was saying" she continues. "Your breast" she squeezes my boobs and I jump and look at her and she smiles down at me. "Are great. Now don't even get me started on that ass." She squeezes my bum, smacks it and I jump. I turn around, laughing and smack her arm. "And your personality, baby your amazing. I love it when you do your crazy little dance. And you're so cute when you do your pouty face. Babe you don't act out, you act yourself and that's what people don't like. They don't like that you are confident. Baby you need to be yourself and be proud of it. Because at the end of the day, who's in the worlds biggest girl group?" She finishes with a smile. I just jump on her and hug her so tight she probably couldn't breathe.

   "Thank you Thank you Thank you!" I exclaim hugging her. "There's no need to thank me. It's my job to tell you how much you mean to me." She says sincerely. "Now, you're going to eat. And I don't want to hear any complaints" and she goes to carry me down the stairs as I'm still in her arms. "But Pez I th-" she cuts me off saying she doesn't want to hear it. "But Perrie I think I need my clothes on first" I laugh and she does too. "Yeah probably" she sets me down to go get my clothes while she heats up my food.

   Later that night Perrie comes to my room, it's practically our room now as she's always in here. "Jadey" She approached me. "Yeah Pez?" "Go on a date with me" She says shyly. I know she knows my feelings towards her, but I find it cute she's shy about it. "Of course my love" I say trying to stay calm when I'm really jumping for joy in my head. "YAYY!! I promise you'll have the time of your life" she tells me. Wait but what about Zoey? "Oh and I already talked to the girls to watch Zoey don't worry." She assures me. Must have read my mind.

   I pull on my night shirt and take my pants off, then crawl in bed beside Perrie. I lay my head on her chest and she runs her fingers through my hair. "Goodnight Pez" "Goodnight Baby" I smile when I realize how much the roles have reversed. "I love you" We say at the same time. We both giggle but soon sleep evades our world. I fall asleep wondering about this date. I wonder what we'll do.