Jerrie's Adoption Story

Chapter 51

Perrie's POV

    Jade has asked for some alone time, which is completely understandable considering all she's been going through lately. So I've decided to talk to the girls about what I should do and how to do it.

    "I just don't know, she's clearly upset. She's not the normal happy Jadey she once was. She's changed that's for sure" Jess says. Leigh, Jess, and I are all sitting out in the garden while Zoey's some ways in front of us jumping on her little trampoline. "Yeah, I mean it's obvious she's going through change, but that doesn't necessarily mean a bad thing. Well.. yes right now it is a bad thing because she's hurting herself and just being all around unsafe when it comes to her, but I mean maybe something good will come out of it. You know? She's strong, she's overcame it once, she can do it again" Miss Leigh-Anne Pinnock speaks of wise words.

    I lean down resting my hands on my knees with my head in my hands, "I don't know guys, what if she takes it too far one day? I'm not medically trained. What if she goes behind my back and cuts herself again and I'm laying there peacefully sleeping while she lay dead on the cold bathroom floor!? I couldn't live with myself. And now- god she's so hurt and upset, I don't know how to help!" I explain. I feel the girls encircle me into a hug, much needed.

   "I just want her to be happy" I mumbled into Jess's shoulder. "We do too babe, she'll get there. She just needs a little help. Have you scheduled another appointment for her?" Leigh asks me. I turn to her and sigh deeply rubbing my temples, "I haven't gotten to it yet, no." "Well baby why don't you have her get it set up. I mean after all it is for her" Jess says. I look at her like she's crazy, if only it were that simple. "You honestly think The Jade Thirlwall, the stubborn asshole, will really schedule her own appointment to a place she doesn't even want to go?" I ask sarcastically. "Well I mean, she's went before" she reasons. "Because I convinced her to" I say. "Yeah Perrie is daddy" Leigh says, I blush madly at the comment and hide my face in my hands.

   "I'm a girl" I mumbled under my breath, "Perrie is mommy then. You know they have those kinky relationships where people are into that stuff. I mean hey, I could totally see that with you and Jade. I mean come on now, obviously you two are into some freaky shit" Jess winks. I whine and hide my face again with my blushing cheeks. "Jess shut up! But Pez? Have you and Jade even had sex yet?" Leigh asks. "Guys!" I groan getting really embarrassed at how the conversation turned. "Have you?" Jess nudges my arm with her elbow. I smack her and answer her, "no! There are you happy now? We've not had sex BECAUSE!! Youse always Interrupt!" Their jaws dropped probably not expecting me to even answer.

    "PERRIE!!" I hear Leigh shriek right into my ear. "Leigh Anne what the hell!?" I curse. "You left Jade alone up there! What if she in there dead!?" She bolts up and runs into the house. "Leigh!" I shout running after her. Does she think I'm an idiot!?

   I follow her up to the room that holds the innocent girl we were just speaking of. I give Jade an apologetic look when we barge in and she jumps up. "Jade!" Leigh cries hugging her tightly. Jade hugs back but looks at me questioning what's going on, "Why're you crying?" Jade asks sweetly wiping her tears. "I thought you were dead" Leigh sobs holding onto Jade like her life depended on it. Aww poor LeLe!

    I join in on consoling Leigh when Jess joins us with Zoey hot on her heels, "Leigh babe, whats wrong?" She comes over to her aid immediately, such a mother. "I-I oh god! I just don't want her to die!" She cries. I hear a cry, that's not Leigh, and notice Zoey has ran out of the room.

    I follow the pitter-patter of her footsteps which lead me into her playroom. I see my sweet child crying while hugging the huge fish thing Jade got her, "Zoey what's wrong?" I ask softly going over to her. She just buried her face deeper into the animal and sobs, my heart breaks at the sight of her so upset. I lay a comforting hand on her back and allow her to cry her little heart out until she can't anymore.