Jasmine's POV
I head downstairs after putting away my guitar.
"What's for supper, mom?" I ask.
"We're going to Yang Chow Restaurant," Mom replies, "we need to get out and do something."
I can't help but get excited when Mom tells me that we're going to go out for Chinese.
I get all dressed up and let Mom do my hair and makeup for supper. Then, Mom, Wilmer, and I head out towards the restaurant. We are seated and order our meals happily. I can't believe that this is my life!
I haven't cut since the night before my birthday and I may even be getting better. The worst part is that I have to wear long sleeves to hide the cuts from Mom and Wilmer. They wouldn't understand and I don't want to ruin their lives right now.
Our fresh food comes and we all dig in. Voices in the back of my head are telling me that I'm fat, but I keep eating and try my best to ignore these voices. They bring back a memory.
"I'm fat! I'm ugly! No one could ever love me!"
I listen to my mom yell at herself with my three year old ears. Every once in a while Mom will have a bad day and this happens...
"What are you doing here?" my mom whisper yells, causing me to look up from my food.
Then I see it, my worst nightmare has come true. I know I will cut tonight...
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The Lost Melody (Sequel to The Lost Daughter) (Demi Lovato)
FanfictionJasmine is now 12 years old and is having nightmares about her birth father, James. Stress is building up as she can't stop cutting but doesn't want to tell her mom. Will her secret ruin her finally happy family, or will she learn how to cope?