Love Lauren (Teen Mom)

Morning

I threw up once again beforw chugging down the big cup of water I had. This was the fourth day this has happened to me they are never consistent to what I eat. I never missed my period until now it has been two weeks this doesn't seem right. After throwing up in school I left early alone to buy pregnancy test I have feared this moment.

Babe😉: Where was you after school you bailed on me

Mami😍: I am sick asfff babe 🤕

Babe😉: Still you were supposed to come I can't be seen alone

Mami😍: Next time if I'm not barfing my guts out😑

Babe😉: Whatever at least I kept my cred up

Mami😍: ...

Babe😉: I'll call you later we will talk

I grabbed my computer and went online to every social media spot possible to find pictures from our crew. There he was with another girl very comfortable as is she was his girl I had never seen her before not around here. I tried finding out her account nothing not private not existent what the hell. Whatever no problem I'm just going to sleep because I am so tired and I don't care no more.

I woke up and ran to the bathroom as fast as I could once again I'm throwing up everything in my stomach. After throwing up I got my phone and checked the time it was 7 pm the sun had already set I think I missed dinner with my family too we usually eat at six. I washed my face then my mouth so no one could assume anything happened here.

Normally, I would eat by now but I just threw up that would be very idiotic to do because that could be another trigger. My computer was still out so I grabbed it and went through emails I had my profile was taking off. I was making big banks getting $300 plus dollars it's official I'm getting my own mansion one of these days. Well as long as it isn't blown all over the place ... it might stop if this test returns positive. Wait....

The test I never took it I need to know if do I have a baby or something else. Before we get the truth, I need food water a cup I can throw away. I headed down to my kitchen and I pulled out a plate to fill up a plate.

"Someone woke up hungry about and late I thought you were gonna take a small nap", my mom said as I walked in and began fixing myself a plate of food.

"Yeah me too freaking took a nice 5 hour nap one of the best sleeps until I woke up hungry", I said ignoring the fact I threw up.

"Nice well eat up it's really good food", she said and she walked out. I sat at the table and ate there to avoid the sight of the pregnancy tests. Let's hope this food does stay down this time because I need to have some food in me. I finished my food, the walk back to my room I dreamed I could just choose not to take that test but if I threw up more then everyone would find out. I wanna try and rule out pregnancy but I'm thinking this is my answer if not blame it on the stress I barely have.

Ready...3...2...1

{Test One} Positive
{Test Two) Positive
{Test Three} 3 Weeks Postive

I sat next to the tiolet I brought up the music even louder than it was a second ago. I cried nonstop a good hour until my boyfriend facetimed me.

"What happened to ... wait was you crying?", he said

"Yeah I was", I answered him.

"What happened bby" he asked.

"I'm not telling you on the phone you better come over", I told him.

He hung up the phone "GREAT NOW WHAT AM I GOING TO DO" I yelled out. A long five minutes passed, I thought on how to tell him now he is here this is.