Love Lauren (Teen Mom)

Forgiving

May I have your attention please
May I have your attention please
May the real Slim Shady please Stand Up

She knows him and he lied within first meeting her, how could I not expect that. I regret him 1000 times more than I have already he's a big idiot.

"I really regret judging you also I have been meaning to tell you, you have one of the best styles like who other than Bey can look as cute as you pregnant y'all slay it", Normani said and I smiled.

"Thank you thank you I try ya know I wanma get everything I can out of this pregnancy", I acted as I was accepting an award.

"You're welcome look I wanna say sorry for being so messed up to you and I wanna leave it in the past can we do that", she asked.

"Umm let me think.... Just kidding of course you didn't know plus I am used to the criticism", I told her.

"Thank you Lauren", she said you could hear the relief in her voice.

"So are you hungry? Cause I know I am, I have to eat want some food?", I said.

"Yess I am always hungry and down for food"

"Ouuu you always like that or you might joining the table for 1 and a half", I winked at her and she laughed.

"Nope I just love to eat too", she said.

I cooked for us something simple but filling it was much better than what the school had cooked. I know how to cook good because my mom taught me before I left home. Yesshe was all sorts of mad, but she still didn't want me to die because I couldn't cook or run out of money from eating out 24/7. She also gave me a job at her hair place to earn some of the money I needed also to show me how to be more responsible. My mom never gave up on me fully and that's why I was able to forgive her if not I would of never answered.

After we finished eating we began looking up about the project it was pretty simple water, baking soda, and a plant see what happens. Since we needed good lighting my first thought my picture room just as long as we don't make no mess there.

"Come on Mani I have the perfect room for this and while we there it is the best selfie room too", I said walking to then room with my back pack.

"Okay", she followed me and looked around the room confused.

"Welcome to my filming, good lighting, and photography room", I said and I set down everything.

"Wow this is amazing you are like a real pro at this how?"

"I'm an internet guru very well known in Miami slowly getting back my ish together. That is how I live my life I make good money off of it too like very soon I got good stuff coming my way", I said.

"Oh that is cool I think I have heard about you around the school but not a lot anyways lets get this project done because I have a load of homework to do"

We began our project together it didn't take long for us to see the changes to our plants. Then we designed a poster to explain it all also I made sure to get pictures of our projects. I won't lie we also took a selfie- photo OP, I mean we had to we looked cute today. Finally she left and I went to my room and took a nap.

**
"She's going to know for sure now", I whispered to myself holding the test in my hands.

I handed my mom the test there was no way to avoid this moment it was clear blue which tells you how far you could be.

"Pregnant 2-3 weeks", she said out loud, hearing it again and now knowing it was for real hit me. I cried, I knew I was pregnant this was my sixth test now I knew I was 2-3 weeks and I messed up.

"I'm sorry mom I'm really sorry ... Dont kick me out I have no where to go please and let me tell dad ... I will own up", I begged her hyperventilating, she only watched me cry.

"You're not going to stay here but I won't make you leave right now", she said "You can tell your dad I don't care but don't let it pass a week, although I would of kicked you out by now I'm going to give you a job at my hair place. Unless you get an abortion or live with the dad of the child"

"He broke up with me, and I will not harm my child yes I messed up but doesn't mean I'm gonna mess my babies life up I will own up", I said confidently.

"Alright but you'll be also moving to New York with my sister because we can't have you showing your brother and sister that you can't just do whatever you want", she said and I nodded.

This felt like the end of my life my friend betrayed me, my boyfriend left me, and my mom doesn't even want to see me. She left the bathroom and I cried even more at this point I didn't care who heard or whatever people thought. After a while of crying I ended up throwing up again, this pregnancy is gonna be tough but I will survive. I went to my bed and cried myself to sleep.

**
I heard my phone ring, I stretched up and answered the call I had.

"Hello", I said groggily.

"I woke you up sorry Lauren", Romeo said.

"It's fine I needed to get up anyways whats up?"

"Well I know this will sound weird but I kind of ended in a fight with my parenta and they kicked me out. I was wondering if I could stay at your place", he asked.

"Yeah of course come over you know the house", I said quickly no thought.

"Ok thank you so much", he said, I got out of bed and began cleaning my house up a bit. He came over like five minutes after calling me with a suitcase and pillow he looked torn from whatever happened. I gave him a tour of the house just so he wouldn't be lost and just incase anything would happen he knew. He set down his stuff and came back to the couch to join me.

"So if you don't mind me asking you. What happened?", I asked him.

"We got into a fight because they found out what happened to my ex. They thought her child is mine but it isn't we never got anywhere. She just used me to get to my no longer friend Omar and they can't wrap their heads around it. Then they said I was dumb for being friends with you and called you out of your name I didnt let them, then they kicked me out.", he explained to me.

"Oh wow", I hugged him I saw the tears in his eyes.

"Yeah I know you didn't know about I don't like to talk about", he said.

"Dont worry I understand you don't have to tell me more if you don't want to tell me hut know I am here for you, also you I can handle people talking about me I hear it online and around me all the time", I said and I rubbed his back, this was making me slightly want to cry.

"I don't wanna talk about it right now", he said and I nodded.

To be contined