Love Lauren (Teen Mom)

Dad

"Okayyyy now we are done and it is only five not bad Jergi not bad", Camila said putting the small poster board on the table.

"Yeah and ifos is passed out comfortably on my bed I wanna get in", I said laughing.

"Well I'm gonna go and take her with me I might come back later", Camila said picking up Sofi.

"Alright Mila see you later or tomorrow", I followed her to the door with her bags. She walked out and left, once again I'm home alone with nothing really to do.

I realized haven't done nothing online in a while, so why not have my laptop freeze on me with the floods of responses from my last posts. I opened up my laptop and there were at least 50 billion emails sponsorships won and lost, hate, love, and people reaching it looks like I'm busy now.

One hour with later

My phone was going off it's been a good hour of going through emails I can't believe  everything there like damn. I picked up my phone not even paying attention to the caller ID.

"Hi Lauren..." I heard and the tears began falling down.

"Da-", my voice cracked and I began crying harder he was tearing up to we couldn't even speak.

"I-- FaceTime", he hung up, I kept crying until answering the FaceTime, we were going to talk no matter how hard it was.

"Lauren I'm sorry I just had to see you and hear from you I missed you too", he said wiping his tears.

"I have missed you too I can't tell you how many times I have wanted to call you and haven't been able to"

"That's my fault I shouldn't have let you go you are still to small and you are my first child I should of listened and let you stay", he began crying again.

"No dad it isn't your fault it's my fault I chose this all for myself"

"If we would have been here for you it would not"

"Don't think that you were scared I was scared we all were like what the heck is going on here you guys suggested and I allowed it let's not blame it on anyone", I wiped my tears and so did he.

"You don't know how much I have missed you guys my life is a lot more harder up here", I sighed.

"I know baby girl living without parents is hard but you'll get through it ... I'm gonna make sure we visit you soon how far are you", he said and I began smiling.

"Im 24 weeks now and this is how I look", I walked to my big mirror so he could see my bump.

"Thats my first grand child my first nieta I'm so proud of you hopefully we can visit you one day when your mom comes through I promise that and if she doesnt then I'll go to visit alone or not", he promised.

"Awww dad you're amazing she's gonna love you so much I just know I will send you an invite to my baby shower once I make them which should be soon", I told him and he smiled.

"So how has everyone been in Miami?", I asked.

"We have been all messes we have cried alone together even your mom especially recently she think she can hide but I know her too well but we have slightly been better", he explained and I sighed.

"I wish I never put you guys through this I wish I listened about Mario I wouldn't be here but I don't wanna take back my first child I love her even if she isn't born yet", I began crying once again on the phone.

"Lauren don't cry it wasn't your fault you were in love and you couldn't see clearly enough his game ... You need to continue doing what you do which owning up and owning it I believe you can do it", he told me and I stopped crying.