Love Lauren (Teen Mom)

Sorry

Luna had finally fell alseep, she was just whinimg for a while before she fell asleep. Usually Romeo would help me out but I am not talking to him, yes I am still mad at him. I set up they baby monitor so I could head downstairs to be able to check on her, then I headed downstairs. Romeo was there watching tv with Santiago, they were playing and it was adorable.

I didn't really pay attention to them they are doing their own thing but my kitchen is entirely empty except for breast milk I have in the freezer. Now I would have to go get Luna wake her up and take her with me to the store to buy food. No way I am doing that but there is no way I am talking Romeo with my rage. I headed back upstairs to gaming area upstairs and called my mom, I needed someone to talk to.

"Hey Lauren what's up", she asked.

"I am kind of stuck in a situation and I need someones help", I said.

"What happened you okay in no harm is Luna okay?", she asked.

"I'm in no harm just that Romeo and I had a big fight and I can't seem to forgive him even if I want to", I said.

"That's pride for you, so what happened", she asked.

"His baby momma showed up wanting Romeo to keep his son away from me because I have diseases and supposedly was cheating. I thought he was on my side I made her leave and made it clear I was loyal to him but he didn't believe that. We had a talk were the arguement started he acused me of cheating and I obviously defended myself until he realized he was wrong. He apologized but I left him alone like he did me, I know I need his help and he apologized. Just why can't I accept it mom", I said crying.

"Well that was a very serious thing anyone would be hurt hearing that come from the one they love. Look you know you wanted to cry hearing those words and you didn't do that but now you are because it hurts. Talk to him ask him those questions bothering you go. You know you want to ask him why he said that.",she said.

"But-", I said.

"No you need him and you love him enough you'll work it out don't dwell on it", she said and hung up. Isn't she smart because she was going to facetime me too see if I was going to do what she said. I dried my tears and headed downstairs nervously, I needed to hold back all those emotions to talk. She facetimed me while I was going downstairs and when I approached Romeo she hung up.

"I need to talk to you, I have questions", I said.

"Okay give me a second", he said, he put Santiago in a play pin with toys then came back to me, "go ahead."

"Why did you think I would cheat on you?", I asked.

"I am not sure what I was fully on first it was you being you not in a bad way but there is no way someone like you would be with me you understnad?", he asked.

"No explain please"

"Someone so giving, caring and beautiful I wont lie I always thoughtit was too good to be true but I always chased you either way. When she told me and showedme those pictures that too good to be true doubt kicked into action. Then there is the fact I have had a hard time with relationships before I broke hearts and girls did the same so my mind is messed up. I messed up badly with you I saw the way you said everything and the doubt overpowered still. I am very sorry", he said meanwhile hearing it I was crying.

"I don't know what to say I didn't know you thought of me that way and I get the whole bad relationships I think we are both pretty messed up", I said.

"Can I hug you?", he asked and I nodded.

"I forgive you", I cried more, I don't know what's up with my emotions I should of stopped by now.