Love Lauren (Teen Mom)

Midnights

I woke up to the sound of my little Luna crying I picked her up realizing she was right next to me in her crib. Right now that she is a new born she sleeps with me I guess my mom put her in here while I was sleep. I picked her up and calmed her down to realize she was hungry. I locked my door and I took off my shirt to feed her I didn't have a bra on. Obviously I didn't want someone to walk in and see me like this that would be slightly embarrassing not the feeding part but my other boob out for sure.

I went on my phone and I checked through my emails and social media to see all the responses. There was a lot of congratulations, memes, sweet messages, and I thought it was all cool to see yes there are a lot of haters saying to give her up but they got nothing on me.

Ssweet Disspositionn

Thank you everyone for the sweet messages I am so glad to be able to experience motherhood. I am also excited to be sharing glimpses into my experience once I am ready

One she finished I cleaned her mouth up and I burped her, she spit up on me well there is a motherhood at its finest again. I cleaned her face and rocked her until she fell asleep then after that I went to my bathroom and I cleaned it off. I was still tired it was 2 in the morning so I put back my sweat shirt and went to sleep.

Before knew it was six in the morning and Luna was making a bunch of noises, it was so cute honestly.

"You slept well ha now you gotta tell me your dream ha baby", I said to her and she just looked around.

I picked her up and I walked out my room we went down stairs luckily everyone was asleep upstairs and Romeo in his room. I set Luna down in her baby swing, then I made myself some breakfast with a huge glass of ice cold water. I ate my breakfast first then I turned on the tv and I put a low volume to not wake up anyone. Luna passed out again on the baby swing I could already tell how much she loved that.

Once I finished eating, I made everyone else breakfast even though no one was awake I decided to have it ready. A while later Romeo woke up and came to sit next to me while I watched tv.

"Good morning beautiful how did you sleep", he asked stretching.

"I slept pretty good Luna and I had our little moment at night time but all good I don't feel too dead", I said.

"That's good looks like Luna is out for the count", he said pointing to her.

"Yeah I set her down in it and she just fell asleep a while later", I said looking at her.

"You ate already?", he asked.

"Yeah I made some breakfast if you want to get some it is good", I said pointing to the kitchen.

"Thank you", he kissed my cheek before walking to the kitchen.

A few seconds later, Luna began crying I picked her up she had a full diaper and she was hungry. I changed her diaper first then I fed her everyone finally was waking up and eating. Once I fed her, she didn't look tired yet so obviously she was going to be up with for whatever we were going to do this morning.

Taylor was the first to take her from me although she was small she knew what she was doing. I took a bunch of pictures of them and I also recorded many of the moment with my family I had already planned what I was going to do. While they held her and everything I was able to clean my house get some little bits of work done. My phone began ringing and I checked the caller ID it was Bey.

"Hey so how's day 3 in mother hood?", she asked.

"It is going pretty good she is the calmest baby ever she is working with me right now and my family are helping me to get stuff done how's mother hood 3 weeks edition", I asked.

"She get a little bit colic but other than that it is going amazing we gotta hang out soon", she said.

"Yeah we gotta get our babies together or have a mama's night out well mama's night out is still like about a month away", I said and she laughed.

"Yeah our uterus won't be able to hold it luckily I am not bleeding no more it stopped like a week ago I know you are recent but how is it for you", she said.

"Yeah we would probably end up in the hosptial or something. It is actually really light it isn't a big problem it just hurts a little", I said.

"Just put some ice pack in between your legs it really does wonders", she suggested.

"Alright thanks", I said.

"You're welcome hey can I come over in like 30 minutes so I can see little Luna I am going to bring Blue over", she said.

"Yessss", I said.

"Alright byeee", she said.

"Bbyeee", I hung up and I left my filming room.

No one really warns you of something's that you'll feel after birth like a lot of pain in between your legs. I didn't expect to be having like an after birth period either or boob pain when you got a lot of milk. I still think it is worth it because I just see my little baby and I get happy. Luckily I was getting plenty of help from my family and Romeo because they have held her enough time for me to be able to do things.

"Hey Jay and Bey are here", Romeo said opening the door.

"Yeah come on in you guys" I said.

They looked at Luna while she slept and I held little Blue while she was sleeping too, she was the cutest thing ever. She had these little chubby cheeks with a cute small mouth she looked exactly like both of them and her curls were already really forming.

"Oh my goodness you made one of the most beautiful babies", she said.

"Thank you I tried my best", I joked "Want me to put her down on the other baby swing"

"Yes if you can please she loves it a lot", she responded and I put her down in it.

"I can't believe we have gotten to the point where you are both mamas", Jay said.

"Yeah it feels like five minutes ago I was barely getting my old apartment and meeting everyone", I said.

"Now we are mothers and we are pretty close with each other", Bey added.

"Yeah I never got to tell you but your post pregnancy body is goals", I said to Bey.

"Thank you you too like no joke it looks like you weren't pregnant", she said.

" Aww thank you", I said.

We spent the rest of the while talking about a bunch of things they didn't leave that quick they actually ate lunch with us. It was nice having everyone here even though I knew this would not be a 24/7 thing eventually my family would go back home.