Love Lauren (Teen Mom)

Interviews

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly

"She is growing well getting ready to be with her mommy in the next two weeks. Obviously we don't know when but have you had any spotting?", the doctor said.

"This morning a slight  it was barely noticeable", I said.

"That is normal now time for the ultrasound", she said pulling out the her equipment.

Once I was done I went to an interview I had Vogue honestly I don't know how this happened but it did. They told me yesterday and I agreed to it because they wa dad to hear my story I also wanted to inspire other people in my situation. I drove to their place which wasn't to far from my location which was good for. I walked in I was greeted with both warmth and looks from people but it didn't phase me.

"Thank you for coming Lauren and taking time out of your day to talk and do this photo shoot with us, I am Leslie I will be your interview today also I am head of staff", the lady said.

"You're welcome hope fully this turns out well", I said shaking her hand.

"Alright let's start the interview", we sat down the videographers began recording. 

"Lauren you are this growing star on the internet that rooted from your fashion, your quotes,  your life, and post. Recently you revealed that you are going to be a teen mom. How does it feel to reveal this and hearing the reactions?", she asked.

"First I was nervous to hear and see responses from everyone because I had already had some bad responses from people close to me. I didn't want to let my viewer think teen pregnancy is whatever go do it in no way. It was important when I finally said I also gave a warning that this a decision that should be made in this moment in life. The reactions were harsh well some of them but I tried focusing on all the good ones or sometimes I would not even read it to avoid thinking of it."

"How did your family react?"

"My parents weren't too happy with it all we were all scared decisions we made weren't all well thought out but now we are close like before", I answered.

"How has the pregnancy been treating you?"

"There are many ups and downs of the pregnancy right now I am doing good at the moment but like at beginning the baby was kicking my butt. Now we are good right now she just be letting me know that she is ready to be in her mama's arms"

"Are you done with that school and is that a priority?"

"I'm on summer break right now I am not done with school fully but it is a priority for me to finish and get an education. In the future I will decide what career to do I might do so ething close to media"

"There was a lot of new over the baby's father and your current relationship WITH Romeo Santos, what do you think about it?",

"I would like to clarify that I am not in any relationship at the moment Romeo and I are amazing friends maybe one day we could be one. Right now my priority is on my child he is an amazing person to be with. The father did what he did he is paying for his actions, yeah it hurt going through what he did but I have moved on and burned the past slowly."

"What advice do you have for anyone in your situation?"

"I'd say take your time in everything think about the next step you will take slowly.  Don't be afraid to do what makes you happy but also keep in mind all the possibilities of what happens. You will get through it but try to make sure you can have someone to talk if you can't don't beat yourself up instead empower yourself to be stronger"

"So have you thought about names or done anything special yet", she asked.

"I have been nesting for a while honestly there are so many thing I have done and am finishing I am actually close to giving birth", I said joyfully.

"Thank you for this interview we are actually done but before you here is a little gift", she handed me a bag. I opened it there a was little dress and shoes from vogue.

"Oh  my gosh this is so cute I know she is going to love this I love it thank your so much", I said giving her a hug.

We got up from our seats and I began getting prepped for the photo shoot it was pretty simple because I looked nice already. We used a lot of my maternity designs it was so fun modeling them plus they brought other mommas to be. Once we were done I left to the store to get the final little pieces for the nursery room.

"I thought you were going to be back earlier than me", Romeo said as I walked in he helped me get the bags.

"I had an interview I had to after the appointment it took longer than I expected also I went to the store afterwards. How long have you been here?", I told him setting everything on the table.

"I got here like 10 minutes ago not much time here", Romeo said.

"Nice so are you tired or you think you tomorrow we set up the nursery", I asked curiously. 

"I think we start today come on this should not be hard if not my brothers can come to help us", he said.

"Alright let's go", I walked up the stairs and went the her room.

"This room looks nice all we need to do is inbox everything you probably procrastinated", Romeo said, I laughed a bit of how true it was.

"You know me so well also you should Know I am pregnant and can't do it on my own", I said.

"I know that silly alright we should start with the crib right", he said opening the cribs box.

We read the instructions well looked at them then we decided it was very simple which might not work out. He did most of the crib while I worked on opening the baby swing along with the other easy item.  Once he was done we moved the crib to the accent wall then set the baby swing on the corner. Romeo also helped me set up the room and hang all the clothe I hadn't hung up or put away yet.

"We did it we are done thank you", I said happily giving Romeo a hug and kiss.

"You can thank me with another kiss", he said and I planted my lips on his again.

"Alright enough of that I am hungry are you", I said and he laughed.

"Yeah let's get some food" he said and we walked out of the room and headed to the kitchen. We made a dinner since it was already 8 pm it was a perfect timing to do this.

"So Lauren can I call you wifey you know since we dat unofficial love", Romeo asked.

"If I get to call you hubby then yeah I am down but you gotta stick with me through thick and thin when it gets tough when I go through harder things than before", I said.

"Ok wifey you know I will always be there helping out", he said giving me a kiss on the cheek.

I never thought my life would be like this I have struggles yet I am powering through them. Right now is perfect there isn't anythingreally unsettling me I have worked to get here.