Teach Me To Love Part II

Chapter 33 Moving on?

A/N: Again if you have read this before, more changes have been made in this chapter. and the next few Melody is no longer a girlfriend for Killian, but just a friend. 

1 Month later

Kassidy POV

I sat in front of my make up mirror, putting on make up for the first time in a month. My hands shook, so I was on my third try with the eyeliner. Emma walked in the room and smiled at me.

"Ooo sexy lady." She said. 

"I wouldn't call this sexy." I said and sighed. "I'm 7 months pregnant and look like a damn raccoon."

"Well, Jack does like animals." She smirked. I narrowed my eyes.

"Come on Kass you look great. Its just a first date."

A first date that I didn't want.

"I know." I sighed. "This.. Jack, he is aware that I am 7 months pregnant right?" I asked.

"I...was supposed to tell him that?" She asked.

"Emma!"

She laughed. "Relax. He knows. Just go.. get out of the house. Have fun!" I sighed.

"Okay. Okay." I said and walked out of the room and down the stairs. These stairs were becoming very exhausting to walk up and down and i instantly thought of Killian's small one story house.. and even the one he had bought for us that was spacious but still had no stairs. I wondered if he sold it by now.

Why are you thinking of Killian? You have a date tonight. Its time to move on

But could I move on? That was the real question. 

I sat across from the auburn haired, green eyed boy that I knew very vaguely from school. He was a friend of Ruby's boyfriend Peter and according to Emma and Ruby he was super sweet but I still had my doubts. 

Can you trust him?

He was very nice looking and obviously nervous about this date too.

"Are you ready to order?" The waitress asked. I looked at Jack. He nodded at me.

"Just a cheeseburger, No pickles, extra mustard,  and this is an odd request but can you put some black olives on there?" The waitress smiled and nodded. Jack looked highly confused for a moment before he remembered that his date was pregnant.

"Right.." He said and "I'll take the same, but I want the pickles...and no olives." He said with a chuckle.

"I'll get that put in for you guys." She smiled and walked away.

"So.. when are you due?" He asked.

"Beginning of May but my doctor thinks that it could be as early as mid April.. so.. basically be expecting them to arrive anywhere between the middle of next month to the beginning of May." He choked a little bit on his drink.

"Them?" He asked.

Really.. Emma?

"Emma must not have told you. I'm having twins." I said.

"Oh. That sounds like a handful." He said. The look on his face suggested he wanted to run away and fast. What else could I expect? No one wanted to take on that role.

No one except Killian

No. Damnit Kass.. Stop

I smiled nervously. "I.. will be right back." I said and got up and went to the bathroom. Once I got into the bathroom I locked the door so no one else would come in. I leaned against the door trying to catch my breath. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I wasn't supposed to be having an anxiety attack and I wasn't supposed to be comparing everything he said or did, to Killian. God damn that Man. He hurt me, so badly when he lied to me and yet here I am on a date with someone I don't want to be with and I can't stop thinking about Killian. I sighed and couldn't believe what I was about to do. I dug my phone out of my purse and dialed Killian's number.

"Come.. on. pick up."

"Hello?"

It was a woman's voice who answered the phone.

"Mel who is it?" I heard Killian say in the background. I quickly hung up the phone. I held it to my chest. I couldn't breathe. Who was that? Why was she answering his phone? Tears fell from my eyes as I bit my lip trying to muffle the sobs. I quickly dialed Emma's number.

"Kass what are you doing? You are supposed to be having dinner with Jack." She said.

"Em.." I cried.

"What's wrong?"

"I can't do this.. I can't fucking do this."

"I'm coming to get you." She said and hung up.

Killian POV

"Who was that Mel?" I asked the brunette, who was standing in my kitchen looking down at my cellphone confused. Melody walked back over to the sofa and sat down. Melody was a long time friend of mine from college and was just here to help lift my spirits after the break up. 

"The caller id says Kassidy." She said. "Who is Kassidy?" I sighed. 

"Kassidy is my ex girlfriend." I said. "The mother of my unborn children." 

"Oh.." Melody said and frowned. "God she probably thought the worst when I answered the phone.. 

"Knowing Kassidy, the worst.. she jumps to conclusions." I mumbled. 

"And you don't, Killian Jones?" Melody asked with a sly smirk. 

"Oh.. I do, but Kassidy takes it to a whole new level." I sighed. 

"Do.. you think you should call her back? Maybe it was about the babies?" She said.

"Oh! right. Yes let me do that real quick." I said and walked to the kitchen and picked up my cell phone and dialed Kassidy's number. The phone rang.. and rang and eventually got to voicemail.

"Hey its Kassidy. If you're getting this, I'm probably busy. Or I just don't like you and don't want to answer the phone. I'll let you decide." I hung up the phone and smirked That was my Kassidy.

No. She's not your Kassidy anymore. My eyes stung as I fought back tears. I shook my head and walked back to the couch.

"You get ahold of her?" Melody asked. I shook my head.

"Nah she's probably sleeping I'll call her in the morning." I said. 

"It will work out Killian, you'll win her back, I know you will." Melody smiled as I sat down and she put on a movie. 

I sure hope you are right.