Chapter 34 If You Only Knew

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Kassidy POV

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Kassidy POV

When Emma picked me up I was a mess. I got in the car and sat in silence for a few minutes.

"Did Jack do something?" She asked.

"No. Jack was nice.." I said. "He just looked kind of terrified when we started talking about the boys and while I was crying in the bathroom he uh ditched." I said and shrugged.

"I'm gonna kill him." She sighed. "I'm sorry."

"No.. Its okay." I said. "Can we just go?" I asked.

"Yeah of course." She said and started driving. "Did you eat? Are you hungry?" She asked.

"No.. and No." I mumbled.

"You'll find someone Kass. This was just one date there's going to be someone out there who will accept both you and the twins."

"I'm not really interested." I said

"Kass..."

"I called him." I said my eyes becoming wells.

"Who?" Emma asked.

"Killian."

"What? What happened? Did you talk to him? What did he say?" Emma asked.

"He wasn't the one who answered the phone." I said.

"Well who wou-Oh...Oh Kass.."

"I don't know what to do Em." I cried. "I tried so god damn hard not to love him and I tried. I really tried on this date but. I can't do it. I can't move on. There is someone who will accept me and the twins and I royally fucked up. I shouldn't have let him go and now.. I'll never get him back."

Emma didn't know what to say, she just drove the rest of the way in silence.

1 month later.

It was getting closer and closer to time for the boys to arrive, I could just feel it. they'd be here soon. I hadn't called, or texted Killian since that night at Granny's with Jack. I hadn't done much of anything besides lay in bed and cry, or eat..and cry or sleep for a couple hours and then cry whatever I was doing I was crying. There was a knock on my bedroom door and then it opened. Ruby Emma and Belle walked in.

"Hey." Ruby said. I glanced at her and put my head back on the pillow.

"How long has she been like this?" Belle asked.

"A month." Emma sighed.

"Yeah. She definitely needs to get out."

"No.. No I don't." I said and put my pillow over my face. Emma pulled the pillow off my face.

"Yes. You do.. and we can't take you because we have to study for finals.. so.. we may have done something."

"What did you do?" I asked propping myself up on my elbows.

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